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few and sorrowful, my Hester's hours; and this poor contrivance numbered them. The ring--with that I married her. This chain, it's of Guinea gold; I brought it home for her, the year before we married, and she wore it to her wedding. It was a vanity: they are all vanities; but they are the treasure of my soul. Below here, see, her wedding dress. Ay, the watch has stopped: dead, dead. And I know that my Hester died of me; and day and night, asleep and awake, my soul abides in her remembrance. ARETHUSA. And you come in your sleep to look at them. O, poor father! I understand--I understand you now. GAUNT. In my sleep? Ay? do I so? My Hester! ARETHUSA. And why, why did you not tell me? I thought--I was like the rest!--I feared you were a miser. O, you should have told me; I should have been so proud--so proud and happy. I knew you loved her; but not this, not this. GAUNT. Why should I have spoken? It was all between my Hester and me. ARETHUSA. Father, may I speak? May I tell you what my heart tells me? You do not understand about my mother. You loved her--O, as few men can love. And she loved you: think how she loved you! In this world, you know--you have told me--there is nothing perfect. All we men and women have our sins; and they are a pain to those that love us, and the deeper the love, the crueller the pain. That is life; and it is life we ask, not heaven; and what matter for the pain, if only the love holds on? Her love held: then she was happy. Her love was immortal; and when she died, her one grief was to be parted from you, her one hope to welcome you again. GAUNT. And you, Arethusa: I was to bring her little maid. ARETHUSA. God bless her, yes, and me! But, father, can you not see that she was blessed among women? GAUNT. Child, child, you speak in ignorance; you touch upon griefs you cannot fathom. ARETHUSA. No, dearest, no. She loved you, loved you and died of it. Why else do women live? What would I ask but just to love my Kit, and die for him, and look down from heaven, and see him keep my memory holy and live the nobler for my sake? GAUNT. Ay, do you so love him? ARETHUSA. Even as my mother loved my father. GAUNT. Ay? Then we will see. What right have I----You are your mother's child: better, tenderer, wiser than I. Let us seek guidance in prayer. Good-night, my little maid. ARETHUSA. O father, I know you at last. SCENE II _GAUNT and ARETHUSA go out L., carrying the ca
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