t his mother, I shall be
more kind to him. He is a person one can depend upon; his letters are
silly productions. Those Russians have always the imagination easily
excited.

Yes, my father has always the same answer. Thanks for your obliging
offer of gloves, my mother must settle about it.

I shall still have lavished the following caresses upon you, angel of
my delight, were I a little calmer. I had a dream, such as it was,
about it last night, and only remember it just now by way of
explanation of my mad excitement of this morning. I saw you as I was
asleep, you were by my side frigging me with your fingers of love, and
you heard me say to you, "I see you there." You are as lovely as Venus,
your lusciousness and lasciviousness are at their very height, your
body is completely perfumed with your urine, in which I forced you to
bath yourself for my enjoyment, so that I might lick you. You have
painted the most seductive parts of your person. Your shoulders are
white, your rosy bosoms reveal themselves through a rose-coloured
gauze, trimmed with bows of the same hue. Your thighs, as well as your
navel and your heavenly bottom, are revealed through a heavenly gauze,
your legs are clad in rose-coloured stockings. The sperm flows; but how
much I needed it! This is true, for my testicles were swollen in an
alarming manner.

Oh, my child, my pretty little mistress, if you only knew how much I
suffer from the excessive heat, and the privation in which I live!
Without exaggeration, my testicles are enormous. My member is as large,
straight, and stiff as my arm. I am mad from desire for you. I had the
unhappy idea of going to bed again. My mind was full of a dream I had
had, and of which you were, of course, the subject. Then I thought of
the caresses which you would have been obliged to submit to, and at
last, in consequence of your yesterday's half sheet, so pretty at the
beginning and at the end, but yet quite beside the question, and found
myself engaged in the act of rubbing myself with frenzy, and of
stroking myself and of frigging my prick (_la pine_) until I was
exhausted, before I could discharge the merest drop; that was too much
for me, and now I desire you like a mad man. If a delicious half sheet
does not arrive by the Embassy bag, I know not what will become of me.
I have had an emission. I am saved. I shall feel myself so relieved.
You have forbidden my going with other women. You are determined that I