FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438   439   440   441  
442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   >>  
itre; at the foot of the steps was her false lover--husband he had called himself--with his hat off, and his white face turned in the last supplication towards her, as hers had been turned towards him just now. Should a woman be as pitiless as a man? "Come down, for God's sake, and climb that cursed wood, and pull back the fuse, pull it back from the powder. Oh, Polly! and then we will go away together." "It is too late. I will not risk my baby. You have made me so weak that I could never climb that fence. You are blowing up the castle which you promised to my baby; but you shall not blow up him. You told me to run away, and run I must. Good-bye; I am going to my natural supporters." Carne heard her steps as she fled, and he fancied that he heard therewith a mocking laugh, but it was a sob, a hysterical sob. She would have helped him, if she dared; but her wits were gone in panic. She knew not of his shattered limbs and horrible plight; and it flashed across her that this was another trick of his--to destroy her and the baby, while he fled. She had proved that all his vows were lies. Then Carne made his mind up to die like a man, for he saw that escape was impossible. Limping back to the fatal barrier, he raised himself to his full height, and stood proudly to see, as he put it, the last of himself. Not a quiver of his haughty features showed the bodily pain that racked him, nor a flinch of his deep eyes confessed the tumult moving in his mind and soul. He pulled out his watch and laid it on the top rail of the old oak fence: there was not enough light to read the time, but he could count the ticks he had to live. Suddenly hope flashed through his heart, like the crack of a gun, like a lightning fork--a big rat was biting an elbow of the yarn where some tallow had fallen upon it. Would he cut it, would he drag it away to his hole? would he pull it a little from its fatal end? He was strong enough to do it, if he only understood. The fizz of saltpetre disturbed the rat, and he hoisted his tail and skipped back to his home. The last thoughts of this unhappy man went back upon his early days; and things, which he had passed without thinking of, stood before him like his tombstone. None of his recent crimes came now to his memory to disturb it--there was time enough after the body for them--but trifles which had first depraved the mind, and slips whose repetition had made slippery the soul, like the alphabet of de
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438   439   440   441  
442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   >>  



Top keywords:

flashed

 

turned

 

biting

 
lightning
 
tallow
 

fallen

 
flinch
 

Suddenly

 

confessed

 

moving


called
 

husband

 

pulled

 

tumult

 

crimes

 
memory
 

disturb

 

recent

 

thinking

 
tombstone

repetition

 
slippery
 

alphabet

 

trifles

 

depraved

 

passed

 

things

 
understood
 

strong

 

racked


saltpetre

 

unhappy

 

thoughts

 

disturbed

 

hoisted

 

skipped

 

features

 

promised

 

pitiless

 

therewith


mocking

 

fancied

 

natural

 

supporters

 

Should

 

powder

 
blowing
 

castle

 

cursed

 

hysterical