w I have been ill?'
"'Of course,' I said, 'and he knows that you are now perfectly
well.'
"She turned slowly to her mother: 'Am I?' she asked.
"'What, dear?'
"'Perfectly well.'
"'Certainly,' replied her mother, laughing; 'well enough to break
your neck on that horrid, jigging, little pony. If Garry wants to
see you alive he'd better come pretty soon--'
"'Come _here?_'
"We all looked up at her. Oh, Garry! For a moment something came
into her eyes that I never want to see there again--and, please
God, never shall!--a momentary light like a pale afterglow of
terror.
"It went as it came; and the colour returned to her face.
"'Is he coming here?' she asked calmly.
"'Yes,' I made bold to say.
"'When?'
"'In a few days, I hope.'
"She said nothing more about you, nor did I. A moment later she
sent away her pony and went indoors.
"After luncheon I found her lying in the hammock in the _patio_,
eyes closed as though asleep. She lay there all the afternoon--an
unusual thing for her.
"Toward sundown, as I was entering my chair to go back to the
hotel, she came out and stood beside the chair looking at me as
though she was trying to say something. I don't know what it
might have been, for she never said it, but she bent down and
laid her cheek against mine for a moment, and drew my head
around, searching my eyes.
"I don't know whether I was right or wrong, but I said: 'There is
no one to compare with you, Shiela, in your new incarnation of
health and youth. I never before knew you; I don't think you ever
before knew yourself.'
"'Not entirely,' she said.
"'Do you now?'
"'I think so.... May I ask you something?'
"I nodded, smiling.
"'Then--there is only one thing I care for now--to'--she looked
up toward the house--'to make them contented--to make up to them
what I can for--for all that I failed in. Do you understand?'
"'Yes,' I said, 'you sweet thing.' And gave her a little hug,
adding: 'And that's why I'm going to write a letter to-night--at
your mother's desire--and my own.'
"She said nothing more; my chair rolled away; and here's the
letter that I told her I meant to write.
"'Now, dear, come if you think best. I don't know of any
reason why you should not come; if you know of any you must
act on your own responsibility.'
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