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she said, "I could love you very easily." Shiela looked her straight in the eyes. "What you give I can return; no more, no less--" But already Constance Palliser had lifted the girl's smooth hand to her lips, murmuring: "Pride! pride! It is the last refuge for social failures, Shiela. And you are too wise to enter there, too sweet and wholesome to remain. Leave us our obsolete pride, child; God knows we need something in compensation for all that you possess." Later they sipped their tea together. "I always wanted you to like me," said the girl. Her glance wandered toward Hamil so unconsciously that Constance caught her breath. But the spell was on her still; she, too, looked at Hamil; admonition, prejudice, inculcated precept, wavered hazily. "Because I care so much for Mr. Hamil," continued the girl innocently. For one instant, in her inmost intelligence, Miss Palliser fiercely questioned that innocence; then, convinced, looked questioningly at the girl beside her. So questioningly that Shiela answered: "What?"--as though the elder woman had spoken. "I don't know, dear.... Is there anything you--you cared to ask me?--say to me?--tell me?--perhaps--" "About what?" So fearless and sweet and true the gaze that met her own that Constance hesitated. "About Mr. Hamil?" The girl looked at her; understood her; and the colour mounted to her temples. "No," she said slowly, "there is nothing to tell anybody.... There never will be." "I wish there were, child." Certainly Constance must have gone quite mad under the spell, for she had Shiela's soft hands in hers again, and was pressing them close between her palms, repeating: "I am sorry; I am, indeed. The boy certainly cares for you; he has told me so a thousand times without uttering a word. I have known it for weeks--feared it. _Now_ I wish it. I am sorry." "Mr. Hamil--understands--" faltered Shiela; "I--I care so much for him--so much more than for any other man; but not in the way you--you are kind enough to--wish--" "_Does_ he understand?" "Y-yes. I think so. I think we understand each other--thoroughly. But"--she blushed vividly--"I--did not dream that _you_ supposed--" Miss Palliser looked at her searchingly. "--But--it has made me very happy to believe that you consider me--acceptable." "Dearest child, it is evident that _we_ are the unacceptable ones--" "Please don't say that--or think it. It is absurd--in one sense.... A
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