FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196  
197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   >>   >|  
as if she felt she would have to rely on his wealth of experience and greater superiority in general. He was sorry for her and sorry for himself. He knew what was in store for him and her. When he looked over this Hogarthian gathering, and saw, despite its festive, convivial mood, hidden lusts of every description, crippled passions, secreted envy, and mysterious vindictiveness spread about like the stench of foul blood, he felt it was quite futile to cherish delusions of any kind as to what was before him. To spare Eleanore and to defend her, to leave her rather than be guilty of causing the child-like smile on her lips to die out and disappear forever--this he believed in the bottom of his heart he could promise both her and himself. The working man and his family had left; and as it was no longer raining, most of the other guests had also gone. Up in the room above people were dancing. The lamps were shaking, and it was easy to hear the low sounds of the bass violin. Daniel took out his pencil, and began writing notes on the table. Eleanore bent over, looking at him, and, like him, fell to dreamy thinking. Neither wished to know what the other was thinking; they entertained themselves in silence; inwardly they were drawn closer and closer together, as if by some mysterious and irresistible power. They had not noticed that it was evening, that the room was empty, that the waiters had taken the glasses away, and that the dance music in the room above had stopped. They sat there in the half-lighted corner side by side, as if in some dark, deserted cavern. When they finally came out of their deep silence and looked at each other, they were first surprised and then dismayed. "What are we going to do?" asked Eleanore half in a whisper, "it is late; we must be going home." The sky was clouded, a warm wind swept across the plains, the road was full of puddles. Here and there a light flashed from the darkness, and a dog barked every now and then in the distant villages. When the road turned into the forest, Daniel gave Eleanore his arm. She took it, but soon let go. Daniel stopped, and said almost angrily: "Are we bewitched, both of us? Speak, Eleanore, speak!" "What is there for me to say?" she asked gently. "I am frightened; it is so dark." "You are frightened, Eleanore, you? You do not know the night. It has never yet been night in your soul; nor night in the world about you. Now you appreciate perhaps
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   172   173   174   175   176   177   178   179   180   181   182   183   184   185   186   187   188   189   190   191   192   193   194   195   196  
197   198   199   200   201   202   203   204   205   206   207   208   209   210   211   212   213   214   215   216   217   218   219   220   221   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Eleanore
 

Daniel

 

thinking

 

silence

 

closer

 

stopped

 

looked

 

mysterious

 

frightened

 
cavern

finally

 

surprised

 

deserted

 

dismayed

 

glasses

 

waiters

 

lighted

 
corner
 
gently
 
distant

villages

 

barked

 

flashed

 

darkness

 

turned

 

forest

 

angrily

 

whisper

 
clouded
 

plains


puddles
 
bewitched
 

cherish

 
futile
 
delusions
 
vindictiveness
 

spread

 

stench

 
causing
 
guilty

defend
 

secreted

 

general

 
superiority
 
Hogarthian
 

greater

 

experience

 

wealth

 

gathering

 

description