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nine thousand years--though not completely; there were periods and places which seemed to have left no adequate records of themselves. The natives had no reasonable explanation of this phenomenon; they simply said that the keeping of histories sometimes went out of fashion. Then there was the biology of the Terranovans and the countless other organisms of the planet--simply to catalogue them and give them English names, as he had set out to do, would have occupied him the rest of his lifetime. There was the complex and puzzling field of social relations--here again everything seemed to be in unaccountable flux, even though the over-all pattern remained the same and seemed as rigid as any primitive people's. There was physics, which presented exasperating difficulties of translation; there was engineering, there was medicine, there was economics.... * * * * * When he finally gave it up, it was not so much because of the simple arithmetical impossibility of the job as because he realized that it didn't matter. For a time he had been tempted away from the logical attitude toward these savages of his--a foolish weakness of the sort that had given him that ridiculous hour or two, when, he now dimly recalled, he had been afraid of the Terranovans--afraid, of all things, that they were fattening him for the sacrifice! Whereas it was clear enough, certainly, that the _former_ state of the Terranovans, their incomprehensible society and language and customs, simply had no practical importance. He was changing all that. When he was through, they would be what he had made them, no more and no less. It was strange, looking back, to realize how little he had seen of his destiny, there at the beginning. Timid little man, he thought half in amusement, half contemptuously: nervous and fearful, seeing things _small_. Build me a house, like the one I had in Schenectady! They had built him a palace--no, a _temple_--and a city; and they were building him a world. A planet that would be his to the last atom when it was done; a corner of the universe that was Algernon James Weaver. He recalled that in the beginning he had felt almost like these creatures' servant--"public servant," he had thought, with self-righteous lukewarm, pleasure. He had seen himself as one who built for others--the more virtuous because those others were not even men. But it was not he who built. _They_ built, and for
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