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prayin' all my life -- It's no matter if I can't pray good just right now. The Lord knows all." Elizabeth stood silent and still. "Shall I -- would you like to have me read for you?" she asked somewhat timidly. "No," said Karen -- "not now -- I couldn't hear. Read for yourself, Miss Lizzie. I wish the Governor was here." What a throbbing wish to the same effect was in Elizabeth's heart! She stood, silent, sorrowful, dismayed, watching Karen, wondering at herself in her changed circumstances and life and occupation; and wondering if she were only going down into the valley of humiliation, or if she had got to the bottom. And, almost thinking Karen to be envied if she were, as she said, 'going.' "What's the matter?" said Rose and her night-cap at the other door. "Karen don't feel very well. Don't come here, Rose." "What are you there for?" "I want to be here. You go to bed and keep quiet -- I'll tell you another time." "Is she sick?" "Yes -- I don't know -- Go in, Rose, and be quiet!" Which Rose did. Clam came back and reported that there was no doctor to be sent for, short of a great many miles. Elizabeth's heart sunk fearfully. What could she and her companions do with a dying woman? -- if she were really that. Karen crept nearer the fire, and Clam built it up and made it blaze. Then she stood on one side, and her young mistress on the other. "Go to bed, Miss 'Lizabeth," said Clam. "I'll see to her." But Elizabeth did not move so much as an eyelid. "I don't want nothin'," said Karen presently. "Miss Lizzie, if you see the Governor -- tell him --" "Tell him what?" "Tell him to hold on, -- will you? -- the way his mother went and the way he's a goin'. Tell him to hold on till he gets there. Will you tell him?" "Certainly! I will tell him anything you please." Karen was silent for a little space, and then began again. "Is't _your_ way?" Elizabeth's lips moved a little, but they closed and she made no answer. "Mis' Landholm went that way, and Governor's goin', and I'm goin' too. "'I'm going, -- I'm going, -- I'm --'" "Do you feel better, Karen?" said Elizabeth interrupting her. "I'm goin' -- I don' know how soon axactly, Miss Lizzie -- but I feel it. I am all givin' away. It's time. I've seen my life all through, and I'm ready. I'm ready -- praise the Lord. I was ready a great while ago, but it wa'n't the Lord's time and now if he pleases, I'm ready." "Wo
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