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ou know, if any one does. I used to write you all about what I meant to do while I was still living with Bianca, and you know that I have begun to carry out most of my ideas. Yesterday afternoon, while you were resting, your father and mother and I had tea together, and she found out for the first time that I had no companion. You should have seen her face! And then, when I tried to explain, she got the impression at once that I meant to live here in a sort of amateur convent, surrounded by women. I think she rather liked the idea. It seemed to settle her disturbed prejudices a little. Of course--it must seem stranger to people who all live in the same way as she does. Oh! how glad I am that we can talk about it, you and I!" Again she laughed happily. To Gianluca, as his eyes met hers, it seemed as though a great wave of the huge, exuberant life that filled the full-blossoming world that day had rolled up out of the broad valley to his feet and were lifting him and penetrating him and sweeping its hot tide through the ebb of his failing blood. "Yes," he answered her. "To be able to talk at last--at last, after so much waiting, that was only half talking." He sighed gently, and his hand stroked the grey shawl on his knees, smoothing it first in one way and then backwards in the other. She watched him, and thought that she had never seen a hand so thin. "We shall never go back to the old way, shall we?" he asked, before she spoke again. "I hope not!" she answered. "It was so absurd, sometimes. Do you remember at Bianca's house--" "The night before you left? When I forgot my stick?" "Yes; but before that. You seemed to think that there was to be no more writing because I was coming here." "Of course--that is, I supposed that it might make a difference--" "And then you asked me. You should have seen your face! I can remember it now. It changed all at once." "It is no wonder. You changed the whole future with one word. You seemed really to want my letters much more than I had imagined that you did." As by the quick lifting of a dividing veil, all the awkward little incidents and memories of constraint had suddenly become parts of the much larger and more pleasant recollection of their semi-secret intimacy, and in blending with the broader picture the little ones somehow ceased to have anything disagreeable in them, and instead, there was a touch of humour and a suggestion of laughter each time that th
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