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wish to talk of them, or think of them," answered Bosio, thoughtfully, and turning once more to the fire. "You are overwrought, Matilde--you are unhappy, afraid of the future--what shall I say? Sometimes you speak in a strange way." "Is it any wonder? The case is desperate, and I am desperate, too--" "Do not say it--" "Then say that you will marry Veronica, and save us all, and bring peace into the house--for my sake, Bosio--for me!" She leaned forward, and her hands met upon her knee in something like a gesture of supplication, while she sought his eyes. "For your sake," repeated Bosio, dreamily. "For your sake? But you ask the impossible, Matilde. Besides, she would not marry me. She would laugh at the idea. And then--for you and me--it is horrible! You have no right to ask it." "No right? Ah, Bosio! Have I not the right to ask anything of you, after all these years?" "Anything--but not that! Your niece--under your roof! No--no--no! I cannot, even if she would consent." "Not even--" Matilda's splendid eyes, so cruelly close together, fastened themselves upon the weak man's face, and she frowned. "Not even if you thought it would be much better for her?" she asked very slowly, completing the sentence. Again he started and shrank from her. "Just God!" he exclaimed under his breath. "That a woman should have such thoughts!" Then he turned upon her with an instinctive revival of manhood and honour. "You shall not hurt her!" he cried, as fiercely as his voice could speak. "You shall not hurt a hair of her head, not even to save yourself! I will warn her--I will have her protected--I will tell everything! What is my life worth?" "You would merely be told that you were mad, and we should have you taken out to the asylum at Aversa--as mad as I am, or soon shall be, if this goes on! You are mad to believe that I could do such things--I, a woman! And yet, I know I say words that have no reason in them! And I think crimes--horrible crimes, when I am alone--and I can tell no one but you. Have pity on me, Bosio! I was not always what I am now--" She spoke incoherently, and her steadiness broke down all at once, for she had been living long under a fearful strain of terror and anxiety. The consciousness that she could say with safety whatever came first to her lips helped to weaken her. She half expected that Bosio would rise, and come to her and comfort her, perhaps, as she hid her face in her hands,
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