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him thinned, the ground sloped away, and there to the left on the westernmost edge of the hill lay the square-stone rectory, its windows open to the evening coolness, a white flutter of pigeons round the dovecote on the side lawn, the gold of the August wheat in the great cornfield showing against the heavy girdle of oak-wood. Robert stood gazing at it,--the home consecrated by love, by effort, by faith. The high alterations of intellectual and spiritual debate, the strange emerging sense of deliverance, gave way to a most bitter human pang of misery. 'Oh God! My wife--my work!' ... There was a sound of voice calling--Catherine's voice calling for him. He leant against the gate of the wood-path, struggling sternly with himself. This was no simple matter of his own intellectual consistency or happiness. Another's whole life was concerned. Any precipitate speech, or hasty action, would be a crime. A man is bound above all things to protect those who depend on him from his own immature or revocable impulses. Not a word yet--till this sense of convulsion and upheaval had passed away, and the mind was once more its own master. He opened the gate and went toward her. She was strolling along the path looking out for him, one delicate hand gathering up her long evening dress--that very same black brocade she had worn in the old days at Burwood--the other playing with their Dandie Dinmont puppy who was leaping beside her. As she caught sight of him, there was the flashing smile--the hurrying step. And he felt he could but just drag himself to meet her. 'Robert, how long you have been! I thought you mast have stayed to dinner after all! And how tired you seem!' 'I had a long walk,' he said, catching her hand, as it slipped itself under his arm, and clinging to it as though to a support. 'And I am tired. There is no use whatever in denying it.' His voice was light, but if it had not been so dark, she must have been startled by his face. As they went on toward the house, however, she scolding him for over-walking, he won his battle with himself. He went through the evening so that even Catherine's jealous eyes saw nothing but extra fatigue. In the most desperate straits of life, love is still the fountain of all endurance, and if ever a man loved it was Robert Elsmere. But that night, as he lay sleepless in their quiet room, with the window open to the stars and to the rising gusts of wind, which blow the petals
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