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erhaps it was his scientific work, fragmentary as it was that was really quickening and sharpening these historical impressions of his. Evolution--once a mere germ in the mind--was beginning to press, to encroach, to intermeddle with the mind's other furniture. And the comparative instinct--that tool, _par excellence_, of modern science was at last fully awake, was growing fast, taking hold, now here, now there. 'It is tolerably clear to me,' he said to himself suddenly one winter afternoon, as he was trudging home alone from Mile End, 'that some day or other I must set to work to bring a little order into one's notions of the Old Testament. At present they are just a chaos!' He walked on awhile, struggling with the rainstorm which had overtaken him, till again the mind's quick life took voice. 'But what matter? God in the beginning--God in the prophets--in Israel's best life--God in Christ! How are any theories about the Pentateuch to touch that?' And into the clear eyes, the young face aglow with wind and rain, there leapt a light, a softness indescribable. But the vivider and the keener grew this new mental life of Elsmere's, the more constant became his sense of soreness as to that foolish and motiveless quarrel which divided him from the Squire. Naturally he was for ever being harassed and pulled up in his work by the mere loss of the Murewell library. To have such a collection so close, and to be cut off from it, was a state of things no student could help feeling severely. But it was much more than that: it was the man he hankered after; the man who was a master where he was a beginner; the man who had given his life to learning, and was carrying all his vast accumulations sombrely to the grave, unused, untransmitted. 'He might have given me his knowledge,' thought Elsmere sadly, 'and I--I--would have been a son to him. Why is life so perverse?' Meanwhile he was as much cut off from the great house and its master as though both had been surrounded by the thorn hedge of fairy tale. The Hall had its visitors during these winter months, but the Elsmeres saw nothing of them. Robert gulped down a natural sigh when one Saturday evening, as he passed the Hall gates, he saw driving through them the chief of English science side by side with the most accomplished of English critics. "'There are good times in the world and I ain't in 'em!'" he said to himself with a laugh and a shrug as he turned up the
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