FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110  
111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   >>   >|  
her; she selected for counsellor him who would apply it: so far she went on the straight way; and the desire for a sustaining deception from the mouth of a trustworthy man set her hanging on his utterances with an anxious hope of the reverse of what was to come and what she herself apprehended, such as checked her pulses and iced her feet and fingers. The reason being, not that she was craven or absurd or paradoxical, but that, living at an intenser strain upon her nature than she or any around her knew, her strength snapped, she broke down by chance there where Colney was rendered spiteful in beholding the display of her inconsequent if not puling sex. She might have sought his counsel on another subject, if a paralyzing chill of her frame in the foreview of it had allowed her to speak: she felt grave alarms in one direction, where Nesta stood in the eye of her father; besides an unformed dread that the simplicity in generosity of Victor's nature was doomed to show signs of dross ultimately, under the necessity he imposed upon himself to run out his forecasts, and scheme, and defensively compel the world to serve his ends, for the protection of those dear to him. At night he was particularly urgent with her for the harmonious duet in praise of Lakelands; and plied her with questions all round and about it, to bring out the dulcet accord. He dwelt on his choice of costly marbles, his fireplace and mantelpiece designs, the great hall, and suggestions for imposing and beautiful furniture; concordantly enough, for the large, the lofty and rich of colour won her enthusiasm; but overwhelmingly to any mood of resistance; and strangely in a man who had of late been adopting, as if his own, a modern tone, or the social and literary hints of it, relating to the right uses of wealth, and the duty as well as the delight of living simply. 'Fredi was pleased.' 'Yes, she was, dear.' 'She is our girl, my love. "I could live and die here!" Live, she may. There's room enough.' Nataly saw the door of a covert communication pointed at in that remark. She gathered herself for an effort to do battle. 'She's quite a child, Victor.' 'The time begins to run. We have to look forward now:--I declare, it's I who seem the provident mother for Fredi!' 'Let our girl wait; don't hurry her mind to... She is happy with her father and mother. She is in the happiest time of her life, before those feelings distract.' 'If we see goo
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110  
111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Victor
 

father

 

nature

 
living
 

mother

 

choice

 

literary

 

social

 

adopting

 

modern


costly

 
accord
 

relating

 
dulcet
 
imposing
 

colour

 

suggestions

 

beautiful

 

wealth

 

concordantly


marbles

 

furniture

 

resistance

 

strangely

 

overwhelmingly

 
fireplace
 

designs

 

enthusiasm

 

mantelpiece

 

provident


declare

 

begins

 
forward
 

distract

 

feelings

 

happiest

 

battle

 

delight

 

simply

 

pleased


remark
 
pointed
 

gathered

 

effort

 

communication

 
covert
 

Nataly

 
imposed
 
intenser
 

paradoxical