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our hands, remember.' 'I may have the answer before then,' Wilfrid said, moodily. He had; it came in less than two hours from the messenger's departure. He was alone when the servant brought it to him. Emily wrote:-- 'Wilfrid,--The change is in myself, in my heart, in my life. Nothing have I heard against you; nothing have I imagined against you; the influence of which I spoke is in no way connected with you. Let this, I implore you, be final. Forgive me, forgive me, that I seem to inflict pain on you so heedlessly. I act as I must; my purpose is unchangeable.' Having been apprised of the messenger's return, Mrs. Baxendale entered Wilfrid's room as soon as she had dressed for dinner. He sat at the table, the letter lying open before him. As Mrs. Baxendale approached, he held the sheet to her. 'Then my last conjecture is fruitless,' she said, letting her hand fall. 'We cannot doubt her word.' 'Doubt it? No. There is nothing for me but to believe all she said.' He let his face fall upon his hands; the bitterness of fate was entering his inmost heart. 'No, no, you shall not give way,' said his friend, just touching his fingers. 'It all looks very sad and hopeless, but I will not believe it is hopeless. Refuse to believe that one worst thing, the only thing for which there is no remedy. Come, defy yourself to believe it! You are strong enough for that; there is manhood in you for anything that is worth bearing, however hard.' He could not reply to her encouragement; who cannot devise words of exhortation? and what idler than such words when the heart agonises? 'Try and listen to me, Wilfrid. If I make you angry with me, it is better than abandoning yourself to despondency. I firmly believe that this is a matter which time will bring right. Emily is acting hastily; I am convinced of that. Time is on your side; try and accept him as a friend. We are not living in a novel; there are no such things as mysteries which last a lifetime. Your part is to draw upon all the manliness you own, to have faith in yourself, and to wait. Have faith in her, too; there are few like her; some day you will see that this only made her better worth winning.--Now answer me a question.' Wilfrid raised his head. 'Do you not in your heart believe that she is incapable of folly or wrongheadedness?' 'I believe that no truer woman lives.' 'And rightly, be sure of it. Believing that, you know she cannot break her word to yo
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