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ay. In going to Hebsworth I lost my hat, and I had not enough money of my own to buy another; I had to change the note--that was the temptation--I will return it.--But for this work here, I might by now have been in the workhouse. Try, sir, to forgive my baseness; I cannot forgive myself.' Dagworthy turned his face away. 'Well,' he said, with a wave of the hand, 'all that's too late.' 'Sir,' Hood pursued, spurred by foresight of penury perhaps as much as by dread of having to explain his dismissal at home, for penury had been his relentless foe through life Sir, is it in vain to ask you to give me another chance? I am not a dishonest man; never before has such a temptation come to me, and surely never would again. Will you--I entreat you to think what it means--at my age--my wife--I ought to be content with thanking you for having spared me--how few would have done that! Let me continue to serve you--a lower salary--if it be ever so little--till I have regained your confidence--' Dagworthy was drumming with his fingers on the desk. Not for an instant did he falter in his purpose, but it gave him pleasure to be thus prayed to. The employer of labour is not as a rule troubled with a lively imagination; a pity, for it would surely gratify him to feel in its fulness at times his power of life and death. Native defect and force of habit render it a matter of course that a small population should eat or starve at his pleasure; possibly his resolution in seasons of strike is now and then attributable to awakening of insight and pleasure in prolonging his role of hunger-god. Dagworthy appreciated his victim's despair all the more that it made present to him the wretchedness that would fall on Emily. Think not that the man was unashamed. With difficulty he could bring himself to meet Hood's look. But self-contempt may well consist with perseverance in gratification of ignoble instincts. When Hood ceased, there came this reply. 'I shall not grant what you ask, simply because it is against my principles. I let you off, for it would do me no good to punish you, and certainly, as regards yourself, the lesson will be enough. But I can't keep you in my employ, so we'll talk no more about it. You were going to take your holiday from the end of this week, I think? Very well, let it be supposed that you begin to-day instead, and in a day or two write me a note giving up your place.' This was not yielding on Dagworthy's par
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