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ent from me--you had the same one you always had." "And THEN I asked you," her father concurred, "why in that case you hadn't the same." "Then indeed you did." He had brought her face round to him before, and this held it, covering him with its kindled brightness, the result of the attested truth of their being able thus, in talk, to live again together. "What I replied was that I had lost my position by my marriage. THAT one--I know how I saw it--would never come back. I had done something TO it--I didn't quite know what; given it away, somehow, and yet not, as then appeared, really got my return. I had been assured--always by dear Fanny--that I COULD get it, only I must wake up. So I was trying, you see, to wake up--trying very hard." "Yes--and to a certain extent you succeeded; as also in waking me. But you made much," he said, "of your difficulty." To which he added: "It's the only case I remember, Mag, of you ever making ANYTHING of a difficulty." She kept her eyes on him a moment. "That I was so happy as I was?" "That you were so happy as you were." "Well, you admitted"--Maggie kept it up--"that that was a good difficulty. You confessed that our life did seem to be beautiful." He thought a moment. "Yes--I may very well have confessed it, for so it did seem to me." But he guarded himself with his dim, his easier smile. "What do you want to put on me now?" "Only that we used to wonder--that we were wondering then--if our life wasn't perhaps a little selfish." This also for a time, much at his leisure, Adam Verver retrospectively fixed. "Because Fanny Assingham thought so?" "Oh no; she never thought, she couldn't think, if she would, anything of that sort. She only thinks people are sometimes fools," Maggie developed; "she doesn't seem to think so much about their being wrong--wrong, that is, in the sense of being wicked. She doesn't," the Princess further adventured, "quite so much mind their being wicked." "I see--I see." And yet it might have been for his daughter that he didn't so very vividly see. "Then she only thought US fools?" "Oh no--I don't say that. I'm speaking of our being selfish." "And that comes under the head of the wickedness Fanny condones?" "Oh, I don't say she CONDONES--!" A scruple in Maggie raised its crest. "Besides, I'm speaking of what was." Her father showed, however, after a little, that he had not been reached by this discrimination; his thoughts were resti
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