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e talked about it--long ago. But I have not put you to the test, and I--I often wonder if our friendship still remains alive.' 'I am as I always was,' he parried. 'I wonder if that is true?' She raised her drooping face again. 'I don't know how to believe you. Why will you keep up this pretence of--of reserve between us? You never tell me your troubles, and I suppose you have them, like the rest of us. We should be quite old friends now, and yet you are always so'--she hesitated for a word--'courteous. Are you ever angry, for example?' 'Very often.' 'But not with me, and I have given you cause many a time. If you would be angry with me even once, Jack, causelessly angry, then I should know I had a friend to whom I could go if I were in trouble--in such trouble as I am to-night!' 'If there is anything I can do for you----' The quiet tone annoyed her. She rose quickly. 'If--if--if! Any man could help me who--cared.' 'I do care.' 'I wonder,' she said wistfully, 'how much you mean of what you say. I have no standard to judge you by, because you are not quite like other men. But I owe you my life, and I sometimes think it gives me a claim on you.' 'I can never pretend you owe me anything: you were quite safe; no accident could have happened. You are far too good a horsewoman, though you were nervous for the moment.' He spoke with a careless affectionateness, for the young Countess in her helpless beauty appealed to him. 'Look at me!' she said tragically. 'Do I seem hateful?' 'You are a young queen,' he paused, and added, 'a young queen--seen in a dream! You are too ethereal to be of common earth.' 'I am of common earth like any other woman,' she answered with a forlorn little smile; 'I can be afraid and--I can love!' 'Afraid? In your own Castle, among your own people?' 'Yes, Jack. Don't think I am silly! It is quite true. You say you have not changed, that you are still my friend. You are my only one then! I must look to you for protection; I have no one else in the whole world.' She was very near him, her little cold hand had caught his in her vehemence; she looked apprehensively behind her, and then spoke low in his ear. 'I am afraid of my husband. He wishes to be rid of me--I have seen it in his eyes. Sagan will kill me! Do you remember the night of the ball, when I gave you the firefly? Have you kept it, I wonder? I said mine would be a short life. It is true. Sagan is tired of me, and
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