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on his cushions and closed his eyes. "A great poet," I continued. "What insight into character! What knowledge of mankind! What a versatile genius! With what truth and exquisite feeling he portrays both the king and the peasant, the courtier and the jester! How truly he seizes the leading characteristics of the Jew and the Christian in his 'Merchant of Venice,' to say nothing of his sublime imagination in the 'Midsummer Night's Dream,' and in 'The Tempest'; the exquisite humours, too, of his 'Merry Wives of Windsor,' and then there is his----" At this juncture my patient opened his eyes, and gave me a look that seemed to say, "Have you done yet?" and, after a pause, said aloud, "I thought you were the doctor." "Ah! truly," said I, blushing slightly; "I am afraid, I weary you. Pardon me if my enthusiasm for your great poet has carried me away from my professional duties. But, to business. How do you feel at present?" He eyed me with a peculiar expression, and said, "Do you really want to know?" "To be sure I do; haven't I come----" "You have heard that I have been given over as incurable. The last doctor was an older man than you. What do you hope to effect?" "To effect a cure; _I_ do not give you up. I do _not_ think your disease is consumption. I hope in time to----" "To what?" he asked, nervously. "Well, to be able to serve you." "No," he cried, "not to _serve_ me, but to _cure_ me." "In curing you, shall I not serve you?" "No. I do not want to be cured. Leave me to die, if you want to serve me." "Oh, my dear young man," I cried, "don't talk like that. Your malady is not of the sort that you need fear death so soon." "Fear death!" he exclaimed. "On the contrary, I seek death. I desire to die." "What! you desire to die? A young man like you, in the pride of your youth, with the whole world before you. What can make you so tired of your life?" "Because my life's a burden to me." "Poor young man," I said, "can you have suffered so much! Ah," I muttered, half to myself, "youth has its sufferings as well as age." I was young myself then, and I had suffered. I felt the deepest sympathy for my patient. "If," I resumed, "in curing you I could make life cease to be a burden----" "I would not accept the offer," he replied. "What should I gain by it? The grosser material part of my nature would be rendered more gross, more material; capable only of those delights that the grossest
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