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or mother, or brother, or sister, will ever call forth." "Nay, Lucy, were you not adopted by my father, and am I not your brother?" A glance whose brightness melted into tears was her only answer. "Fie! fie! tears again? I shall have to scold my sister," said Edward Houstoun. "What complaint can you make now that I have found you a brother?" Lucy laughed, but soon her face grew grave, and, after a thoughtful pause, she said, "I believe those cannot be quite happy who feel that they have nothing to do in the world. Better be the poorest drudge, with powers fitted to your station, than to be as I am, an idler--a mere looker-on at the world." "Why, Lucy! what else am I?" "You! You, with fortune to bless, and influence to guide hundreds! What are you? God's representative to your less fortunate fellow-creatures--the steward of his bounty. Oh! be sure that you use your gifts faithfully." Lucy spoke solemnly, and it was with no light accent that Edward Houstoun replied--"You mistake, Lucy--you mistake--I am in truth no less an idler than yourself--a looker-on, with no part in the game of life. To the Lady Houstoun belong both the fortune and the influence." A mocking smile had arisen to his lip, but, as he caught her look of surprise, it passed away, leaving a gentle gravity in its place, while he continued--"Do not think I mean to complain of my mother, Lucy. She has been ever affectionate and indulgent to me. She leaves me no want that she can perceive. My purse is always full, and my actions unrestrained. I suppose I ought to be happy." "And are you not happy?" "No, Lucy, no! There has long been a vague restlessness and dissatisfaction about me--and, now, your words have thrown light on its cause. I am weary of the perpetual holiday which life has been to me since I left the walls of a college. I want to be doing--I want an object--something for which to strive and hope and fear--what shall it be, Lucy?" "I have heard Mr. Merton say that no one could choose for another his aims in life, but were I choosing for myself, it should be something that would connect me with the minds of others--something by which I could do service to their spiritual beings. Were I a man, I should like to write books--such books as would give counsel and comfort to erring and sad hearts--" Edward Houstoun shook his head--"Even had I an author's gifts, Lucy, that would not do for me--I must have action in my life--" "
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