imself drew up a chair and sat down. The
question was daring, but the whole way and manner of the man were so
quiet and gentle, so sympathizing and firm at once, that it would have
lured a bird off its nest; much more the brooding reserve from a heart
it is not nursing but killing. Diana looked at him, met the wise, kind,
grave eye she had learned long ago to trust,--and broke down. All of a
sudden; she had not dreamed she was in any danger; she was as much
surprised as he was; but that helped nothing. Diana buried her face in
her hands and burst into tears.
He looked very much concerned. Wisely, however, he kept perfectly quiet
and let the storm pass; the little inner storm which caused the outer
violence of winds and clouds to be for the time forgotten. Diana sobbed
bitterly. When after a few minutes she checked herself, the minister
went off and brought her a glass of water. Diana lifted her flushed
face and drank it, making no word of excuse or apology. As he took the
glass back, Mr. Masters spoke in the tone of mixed sympathy and
authority--it was a winning kind of authority--which was peculiar to
him.
"Now, Miss Diana, what is it?"
But there was a long pause. Diana was regaining self-command and
searching for words. The minister was patient, and waited.
"There seems to be nothing left in life," she said at last.
"Except duty, you mean?"
"There is enough of that; common sort of duties. But duty is very cold
and bare if it is all alone, Mr. Masters."
"Undoubtedly true. But who has told you that your life must be filled
with only common sorts of duties?"
"It has nothing else," said Diana despondently. "And I look forward and
see nothing else. And when I think of living on and on so--my brain
almost turns, and I wonder why I was made."
"Not to live so. Our Maker meant none of us to live a humdrum life;
don't you know, we were intended for 'glory, honour, and immortality'?"
"How can one get out of humdrum?" Diana asked disconsolately.
"By living to God."
"I don't understand you."
"You understand how a woman can live to a beloved human creature, doing
everything in the thought and the joy of her affection."
Was he probing her secret? Diana's breath came short; she sat with eyes
cast down and a feeling of oppression; growing pale with her pain. But
she said, "Well?"
"Let it be God, instead of a fellow-creature. Your life will have no
humdrum then."
"But--one can only love what one kno
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