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n't bring luggage, but what does that matter? We can stop anywhere and buy what things you need. I have quite enough money for the present." "But think of the shock to them all!" she pleaded, trembling through her frame. "How ill I should seem to repay their long kindness! I can't do this, my dearest; oh, I can't do this! I will see Mr. Mallard, as I wished--" "You shall not see him!" he interrupted violently. "I couldn't bear it. How do I know--" "How cruel to speak like that to me!" "Of your own cruelty you never think. You have made me mad with love of you, and have no right to refuse to marry me when I show you the way. If I didn't love you so much, I could bear well enough to let you speak with any one. Your love is very different from mine, or you couldn't hesitate a moment." "Let me think! I can't answer you to-night." "To-night, or never!--Oh yes, I understand well enough, all your reasons for hesitating. It would mean relinquishing the wedding-dress and the carriages and all the rest of the show that delights women. You are afraid of Mrs. Grundy crying shame when it is known that you have travelled across Europe with me. You feel it will be difficult to resume your friendships afterwards. I grant all these things, but I didn't think they would have meant so much to Cecily." "You know well that none of these reasons have any weight with me. It is only in joking that you can speak of them. But the unkindness to them all, dear! Think of it!" "Why say 'to them all'? Wouldn't it be simpler to say 'the unkindness to Mallard'?" She looked up into his face. "Why does love make a man speak so bitterly and untruthfully? Nothing could make me do _you_ such a wrong." "Because you are so pure of heart and mind that nothing but truth can be upon your lips. If I were not very near madness, I could never speak so to you. My own dear love, think only of what I suffer day after day! And what folly is it that would keep us apart! Suppose they had none but conscientious motives; in that case, these people take upon themselves to say what is good for us, what we may be allowed and what not; they treat us as children. Of course, it is all for _your_ protection. I am not fit to be your husband, my beautiful girl! Tell me--who knows me better, Mallard or yourself?" "No one knows you as I do, dearest, nor ever will." "And do you think me too vile a creature to call you my wife?" "I need not answer that.
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