FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95  
96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   >>   >|  
," he replied, laughing. "Art may, or may not, serve such a purpose; but be assured that the artist never thinks of his work in that way." "You make no claim, then, even of usefulness?" "Most decidedly, none. You little imagine how distasteful the word is to me in such connection." "Then how can you say you are employing your best natural powers?" She had fallen to ingenuous surprise, and Mallard again laughed, partly at the simplicity of the question, partly because it pleased him to have brought her to such directness. "Because," he answered, "this work gives me keener and more lasting pleasure than any other would. And I am not a man easily pleased with my own endeavours, Mrs. Baske. I work with little or no hope of ever satisfying myself--that is another thing. I have heard men speak of my kind of art as 'the noble pursuit of Truth,' and so on. I don't care for such phrases; they may mean something, but as a rule come of the very spirit so opposed to my own--that which feels it necessary to justify art by bombast. The one object I have in life is to paint a bit of the world just as I see it. I exhaust myself in vain toil; I shall never succeed; but I am right to persevere, I am right to go on pleasing myself." Miriam listened in astonishment. "With such views, Mr. Mallard, it is fortunate that you happen to find pleasure in painting pictures." "Which, at all events, do people no harm." She turned upon him suddenly. "Do you encourage my brother in believing that his duty in life is to please himself?" "It has been my effort," he replied gravely. "I don't understand you," Miriam said, in indignation. "No, you do not. I mean to say that I believe your brother is not really pleased with the kind of life he has too long been leading; that to please himself he must begin serious work of some kind." "That is playing with words, and on a subject ill-chosen for it." "Mrs. Baske, do you seriously believe that Reuben Elgar can be made a man of steady purpose by considerations that have primary reference to any one or anything but himself?" She made no answer. "I am not depreciating him. The same will apply (if you are content to face the truth) to many a man whom you would esteem. I am sorry that I have lost your confidence, but that is better than to keep it by repeating idle formulas that the world's experience has outgrown." Miriam pondered, then said quietly: "We have different t
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95  
96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
pleased
 
Miriam
 
pleasure
 

brother

 
partly
 

replied

 
purpose
 
Mallard
 

outgrown

 

effort


pondered

 
believing
 

assured

 

gravely

 

understand

 
leading
 

laughing

 

indignation

 

artist

 

quietly


pictures

 

painting

 

fortunate

 

happen

 

events

 

suddenly

 

encourage

 

turned

 
people
 
repeating

answer

 
depreciating
 

content

 

confidence

 

esteem

 

formulas

 

subject

 

experience

 

playing

 

chosen


considerations

 
primary
 

reference

 

steady

 

Reuben

 
connection
 
endeavours
 

easily

 

employing

 
satisfying