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should have compared with Miss Grey," said Killigrew decidedly. "I should say they were as different as it is possible for two persons of the same sex to be. Hilaria was like a boy; Miss Grey is most feminine." "Yes, she is," said Ishmael eagerly; "but there's the same frankness, that way of meeting you that other girls don't have." "I know what you mean," agreed Carminow, "though I don't think one notices it when one sees more of Miss Grey. As Killigrew says, she is so essentially feminine--she is always gwateful for support in a way that is really very sad in one who has to battle with the world. It is a hard life for a refined gentlewoman, I fear." "Dear old chap, with his 'battling with the world' and all the rest of his really highly moral conventional views!" exclaimed Killigrew. "He's a fraud, isn't he, Ishmael, who pretends to love to wallow in blug just to hide his lamblike disposition." "You always did talk wot," remarked Carminow placidly. "You're weally not a bit changed, Killigrew, in spite of Paris. By the way, I suppose you heard about Polkinghorne?" "Yes, from Old Tring. I went to St. Renny a little while ago." "Ah! then you heard about Hilaria? I thought from Ruan's mention of her you had neither of you heard." "Heard what?" "Why," said Carminow in rather a shocked voice, "about her illness." "No!..." exclaimed Ishmael and Killigrew in a breath; and Killigrew went on: "What illness? I can't imagine the Hilaria we used to know ill." "She's not the Hilaria we used to know, I'm afraid. You would hardly recognize her. She's got a disease--you wouldn't know it if I were to tell you its name--that is one of the most obscure known to science, if you can call a thing known when no cure can be discovered to it. Yes, she's hopelessly paralysed, is poor Hilaria." A certain impersonal note as he spoke of the illness had crept through all the genuine feeling in Carminow's voice. "But it's impossible!" cried Ishmael, profoundly shocked, not so much at any personal feeling for Hilaria, as an instinctive protest that such things could be. "Hilaria--why she was never still, and the things she did--why, you remember her walks and her fencing and everything--" "Old Dr. Harvey at St. Renny puts it down very largely to those excessive walks she used to take," said Carminow. Ishmael said nothing; he was struck by a greater horror that it should have been those walks, which had so seemed to set Hi
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