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ll you put your accomplishments where they can be of value, instead of hoarding them, as a miser does his gold?" He stood watching her wonderful animation as she spoke with a conviction which swept him off his feet. In the past she had listened to him, and he could but be conscious of the domination which his mind had held over hers; now he knew their positions to be reversed. Was this what the world had given her? And the boy--Philip, named after him. Why was it that the lessons he had taught himself during all these years proved so inadequate to combat the yearning which he felt within him? Marian was not slow to sense the conflict in his heart, nor to follow up her advantage. "What have you really accomplished, Philip?" she asked quietly. "Be generous in sharing your splendid development with us." "I could not give this up," he protested. "Of course you couldn't, and you should not," she assented. "Give up nothing, but simply add to what you have by assimilating from others. I want you to know my husband, my children, and my friends, and I want them to know you. Say that you will return with us, Philip." He gazed at her helplessly, then turned his head aside. The emotion against which he had fought for twenty years had escaped from his control, and he was ashamed that another should see what he knew his face betrayed. "It is impossible," he said, when he was himself again; "it would not be fair." "To whom?" she demanded. "To you--or to your husband--" "Nonsense! We all understand one another too well for that! It is the boy who needs you and whom you need." Hamlen turned to her again. "The boy," he repeated after her--"Philip! You would let him come into my life?" "I desire nothing so much," she answered resolutely, a great joy surging in her heart as she seemed to see the barrier between him and life crumbling before her attack. "Would the boy permit it? I might not be able--" "Let me be judge of that," she smiled. The man passed his hand wearily over his eyes as Mrs. Thatcher watched his uncertainty with fearfulness and yet with eager expectancy. She knew that she could say no more, that there was danger in bringing further pressure upon this spirit already extended to its extremest tension; and yet she longed to take advantage of what she had gained in awakening the latent human element and in disturbing the complacency which habit had established upon premises so false. "Oh, M
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