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cards, "that Solon Denney first told me he was about to marry."
Discursive gossip seemed best, I thought.
"Two long yellow braids," she remarked. It would be too much to say that
her words were snapped out.
"And now he has told me again--I mean that he's going to marry again."
"What did you do?" she asked more cordially, studying the cards.
"The first time I went to war," I answered absently, having to play up
the ace and deuce of diamonds.
"I have never been able to care much for yellow hair," she observed,
also studying the cards; "of course, it's _effective_, in a way,
but--may I ask what you're going to do this time?"
"This time I'm going to play the game."
Again she studied the cards.
"It's refining," I insisted. "It teaches. I'm learning to be a
Sannyasin."
Eight other cards were down, and I engrossed myself with them.
"Is a Sannyasin rather dull?"
"In the Bhagavad-gita," I answered, "he is to be known as a Sannyasin
who does not hate and does not love anything."
"How are you progressing?" I felt her troubling eyes full upon me, and I
suspected there was mockery in their depths.
"Oh, well, fairishly--but of course I haven't studied as faithfully as I
might."
"I should think you couldn't afford to be negligent."
I played up the four of spades and put a king of hearts in the space
thus happily secured.
"I have read," I answered absently, "that a benevolent man should allow
himself a few faults to keep his friends in countenance. I mustn't be
everything perfect, you know."
"Don't restrain yourself in the least on my account."
"You are my sole trouble," I said, playing a black seven on a red eight.
She looked off the table as I glanced up at her.
I am a patient enough man, I believe, and I hope meek and lowly, but I
saw suddenly that not all the beatitudes should be taken without
reservation.
"I repeat," I said, for she had not spoken, "your presence is the most
troubling thing I know. It keeps me back in my studies."
"There's a red five for that black six," she observed.
"Thank you!" and I made the play.
"Then you're not a Sannyasin yet?"
"I've nearly taken the first degree. Sometimes after hard practice I can
succeed in not hating anything for as much as an hour."
I dealt eight more cards and became, to outward seeming, I hope,
absorbed in the new aspect of the game.
"Perseverance will be rewarded," she said kindly. "You can't expect to
learn it all a
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