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think that interest will increase. Thee has climbed quickly, but fast climbing is not always safe climbing." His mood changed. His voice quickened, his face lowered. "You think I will fail? You wish me to fail?" "In so far as thee acts uprightly, I wish thee well. But if, out of office, thee disregards justice and conscience and the rights of others, can thee be just and faithful in office? Subtlety will not always avail. The strong man takes the straight course. Subtlety is not intellect." He flushed. She had gone to the weakest point in his defences. His vanity was being hurt. She had an advantage now. "You are wrong," he protested. "You do not understand public life, here in a silly Quaker village." "Does thee think that all that happens in 'public life' is of consequence? That is not sensible. Thee is in the midst of a thousand immaterial things, though they have importance for the moment. But the chief things that matter to all, does thee not know that a 'silly Quaker village' may realise them to the full--more fully because we see them apart from the thousand little things that do not matter? I remember a thing in political life that mattered. It was at Heddington after the massacre at Damascus. Does thee think that we did not know thee spoke without principle then, and only to draw notice?" "You would make me into a demagogue," he said irritably. "Thee is a demagogue," she answered candidly. "Why did you never say all this to me long ago? Years have passed since then, and since then you and I have--have been friends. You have--" He paused, for she made a protesting motion, and a fire sprang into her eyes. Her voice got colder. "Thee made me believe--ah, how many times did we speak together? Six times it was, not more. Thee made me believe that what I thought or said helped thee to see things better. Thee said I saw things truly like a child, with the wisdom of a woman. Thee remembers that?" "It was so," he put in hastily. "No, not for a moment so, though I was blinded to think for an instant that it was. Thee subtly took the one way which could have made me listen to thee. Thee wanted help, thee said; and if a word of mine could help thee now and then, should I withhold it, so long as I thought thee honest?" "Do you think I was not honest in wanting your friendship?" "Nay, it was not friendship thee wanted, for friendship means a giving and a getting. Thee was bent on getting what was,
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