to know that I am just the man to give it her!

II.

_Chronicle for November._

We are established at Derby. The Entertainment is written; and the
rehearsals are in steady progress. All difficulties are provided for,
but the one eternal difficulty of money. Miss Vanstone's resources
stretch easily enough to the limits of our personal wants; including
piano-forte hire for practice, and the purchase and making of the
necessary dresses. But the expenses of starting the Entertainment are
beyond the reach of any means we possess. A theatrical friend of
mine here, whom I had hoped to interest in our undertaking, proves,
unhappily, to be at a crisis in his career. The field of human sympathy,
out of which I might have raised the needful pecuniary crop, is closed
to me from want of time to cultivate it. I see no other resource
left--if we are to be ready by Christmas--than to try one of the local
music-sellers in this town, who is said to be a speculating man. A
private rehearsal at these lodgings, and a bargain which will fill
the pockets of a grasping stranger--such are the sacrifices which
dire necessity imposes on me at starting. Well! there is only one
consolation: I'll cheat the music-seller.

III.

_Chronicle for December. First Fortnight._

The music-seller extorts my unwilling respect. He is one of the very few
human beings I have met with in the course of my life who is not to be
cheated. He has taken a masterly advantage of our helplessness; and has
imposed terms on us, for performances at Derby and Nottingham, with such
a business-like disregard of all interests but his own that--fond as I
am of putting things down in black and white--I really cannot prevail
upon myself to record the bargain. It is needless to say, I have yielded
with my best grace; sharing with my fair relative the wretched pecuniary
prospects offered to us. Our turn will come. In the meantime, I
cordially regret not having known the local music-seller in early life.

Personally speaking, I have no cause to complain of Miss Vanstone.
We have arranged that she shall regularly forward her address (at the
post-office) to her friends, as we move about from place to place.
Besides communicating in this way with her sister, she also reports
herself to a certain Mr. Clare, residing in Somersetshire, who is to
forward all letters exchanged between herself and his son. Careful
inquiry has informed me that this latter individual is now in China.