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uage, aptitude of illustration, nor depth of thought to hold a mental contention with you." "Flora, for what do I contend?" "You, you speak of love." "And I have, ere this, spoken to you of love unchecked." "Yes, yes. Before this." "And now, wherefore not now? Do not tell me you are changed." "I am changed, Charles. Fearfully changed. The curse of God has fallen upon me, I know not why. I know not that in word or in thought I have done evil, except perchance unwittingly, and yet--the vampyre." "Let not that affright you." "Affright me! It has killed me." "Nay, Flora,--you think too much of what I still hope to be susceptible of far more rational explanation." "By your own words, then, Charles, I must convict you. I cannot, I dare not be yours, while such a dreadful circumstance is hanging over me, Charles; if a more rational explanation than the hideous one which my own fancy gives to the form that visits me can be found, find it, and rescue me from despair and from madness." They had now reached the summer-house, and as Flora uttered these words she threw herself on to a seat, and covering her beautiful face with her hands, she sobbed convulsively. "You have spoken," said Charles, dejectedly. "I have heard that which you wished to say to me." "No, no. Not all, Charles." "I will be patient, then, although what more you may have to add should tear my very heart-strings." "I--I have to add, Charles," she said, in a tremulous voice, "that justice, religion, mercy--every human attribute which bears the name of virtue, calls loudly upon me no longer to hold you to vows made under different auspices." "Go on, Flora." "I then implore you, Charles, finding me what I am, to leave me to the fate which it has pleased Heaven to cast upon me. I do not ask you, Charles, not to love me." "'Tis well. Go on, Flora." "Because I should like to think that, although I might never see you more, you loved me still. But you must think seldom of me, and you must endeavour to be happy with some other--" "You cannot, Flora, pursue the picture you yourself would draw. These words come not from your heart." "Yes--yes--yes." "Did you ever love me?" "Charles, Charles, why will you add another pang to those you know must already rend my heart?" "No, Flora, I would tear my own heart from my bosom ere I would add one pang to yours. Well I know that gentle maiden modesty would seal your lips to th
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