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ew, they walked on together past Buckingham Palace, up into the Green Park, beneath the trees. During this progress, she told him about her father; but only when they were seated in that comparative refuge, and his hand was holding hers under cover of the sunshade that lay across her knee, did she speak of Fiorsen. He tightened his grasp of her hand; then, suddenly dropping it, said: "Did he touch you, Gyp?" Gyp heard that question with a shock. Touch her! Yes! But what did it matter? He made a little shuddering sound; and, wondering, mournful, she looked at him. His hands and teeth were clenched. She said softly: "Bryan! Don't! I wouldn't let him kiss me." He seemed to have to force his eyes to look at her. "It's all right," he said, and, staring before him, bit his nails. Gyp sat motionless, cut to the heart. She was soiled, and spoiled for him! Of course! And yet a sense of injustice burned in her. Her heart had never been touched; it was his utterly. But that was not enough for a man--he wanted an untouched body, too. That she could not give; he should have thought of that sooner, instead of only now. And, miserably, she, too, stared before her, and her face hardened. A little boy came and stood still in front of them, regarding her with round, unmoving eyes. She was conscious of a slice of bread and jam in his hand, and that his mouth and cheeks were smeared with red. A woman called out: "Jacky! Come on, now!" and he was hauled away, still looking back, and holding out his bread and jam as though offering her a bite. She felt Summerhay's arm slipping round her. "It's over, darling. Never again--I promise you!" Ah, he might promise--might even keep that promise. But he would suffer, always suffer, thinking of that other. And she said: "You can only have me as I am, Bryan. I can't make myself new for you; I wish I could--oh, I wish I could!" "I ought to have cut my tongue out first! Don't think of it! Come home to me and have tea--there's no one there. Ah, do, Gyp--come!" He took her hands and pulled her up. And all else left Gyp but the joy of being close to him, going to happiness. IX Fiorsen, passing Markey like a blind man, made his way out into the street, but had not gone a hundred yards before he was hurrying back. He had left his hat. The servant, still standing there, handed him that wide-brimmed object and closed the door in his face. Once more he moved away, going to
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