."
"Don't mention it, sir," answered the policeman; "you came a nasty
crump."
"Tell me," said Mr. Lavender, suddenly looking up into his face, "do
you consider that a man is justified in living a private life? For, as
regards my future, it is largely on your opinion that I shall act."
The policeman, whose solid face showed traces of astonishment, answered
slowly: "As a general thing, a man's private life don't bear lookin'
into, as you know, sir."
"I have not lived one for some time," said Mr. Lavender.
"Well," remarked the policeman, "if you take my advice you won't try it
a-gain. I should say you 'adn't the constitution."
"I fear you do not catch my meaning," returned Mr. Lavender, whose whole
body was aching from his fall; "it is my public life which tries me."
"Well, then, I should chuck it," said the policeman.
"Really?" murmured Mr. Lavender eagerly, "would you?"
"Why not?" said the policeman.
So excited was Mr. Lavender by this independent confirmation of his
sudden longing that he took out half a crown.
"You will oblige me greatly," he said, "by accepting this as a token of
my gratitude."
"Well, sir, I'll humour you," answered the policeman; "though it was
no trouble, I'm sure; you're as light as a feather. Goin' anywhere in
particular?" he added.
"Yes," said Mr. Lavender, rather faintly, "the Tube Station."
"Come along with me, then."
Mr. Lavender went along, not sorry to have the protection of that
stalwart form, for his nerve was shaken, not so much by physical
suffering as by the revelation he had received.
"If you'll take my tip, sir," said the policeman, parting from him, "you
won't try no private life again; you don't look strong."
"Thank you, policeman," said Mr. Lavender musingly; "it is kind of you
to take an interest in me. Good-bye!"
Safely seated in the Tube for Hampstead he continued the painful
struggle of his meditations. "If, indeed," he thought, "as a public
man I do more harm than good, I am prepared to sacrifice all for my
country's sake and retire into private life. But the policeman said that
would be dangerous for me. What, then, is left? To live neither a public
nor a private life!"
This thought, at once painful and heroic, began to take such hold of him
that he arrived at his house in a high fever of the brain.
XXI
AND ASCENDS TO PARADISE
Now when Mr. Lavender once slept over an idea it became so strong that
no power on earth could
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