to know--how kind children are."

"Once I was first with you."

She quoted with irreverent glee: "'And they that were first shall be
last.'"

"You can laugh?"

"Thank God I can, at last."

"Supposing I did go--right now?"

She shrugged her shoulders slightly and the mauve shoulder straps
again arrested him. She did not speak; but without her answer,
whatever it would have been, he knew that he could not leave her; that
he must always come back at last, longing for her arms.

Ten o'clock struck, and she looked up thoughtfully at the wedding-gift
timepiece.

"I'm going to bed," she said. "Good night."

A dark rush of colour flooded his face. "You really mean--"

She nodded.

"Then," he almost whispered, "exactly how do we stand?"

"I'll keep house for you very capably and look after our children. You
can leave me if you like, you know."

"God!" he groaned. "What are women made of?"

"Ordinary flesh and blood that gets tired and wants loving. Have you
only just remembered to inquire?"

He ran after her along the corridor as she went swiftly to her room.

"Marie!" he prayed. "Relent! Marie, it'll be all so different now.
I've all this money; you could have what you wanted."

"I know it'll be different. But, you see, you've done something to me;
you've killed all the love I had for you, drained it dry somehow.
There's none left. I just--I just--don't want you."

She left his hands and gained her door, leaving him standing; he could
have followed her forcibly, but it would have been violation. He felt
it and was frightened. Through his anger there broke this fear, the
fear of further offending her. When she turned to ask naturally,
"You'll turn out the lights?" he just nodded. His mouth was very dry.
He wheeled round abruptly, returning to the warm room they had just
left.

The whole room seemed to bear her impress; the faintest perfume,
almost too delicate to be definite scent, hung there; on the bureau
the little stocking she was knitting adhered to the ball of wool,
pierced thereto by the long needles. It looked homely, but it was not
home. Something had happened, devastating home. He sat for awhile in a
sunk posture of dejection, his head in his hands and his elbows on his
knees.

"She'll come round," he assured himself presently.

Sentences isolated themselves from her burning speech and struck in
his brain ... "if I had to ask for anything, you weren't kind about it;
you just flung out of t