FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94  
95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   >>   >|  
and his careful entry. She feigned sleep. He knew, by tiny signs he had learnt to discover, that she was not asleep, but he feigned belief that she was. His bed creaked to tell her that he was getting into it, in the darkness, by her side. Both Marie and Osborn were still angry, sore, insulted and resentful, and, like other married people in small homes, they must intrude upon each other intimately, sleep side by side, wake side by side, and remain as closely conscious of each other as if they dwelt together, by mutual desire, in a perpetual garden of roses. True, there was a bed in Osborn's dressing-room, but it was an uncomfortable bed of the fold-up family, and when he came in to-night it was folded against the wall, and he did not know exactly where its particular blankets were kept. He looked at it, thinking, "God! If I could only sleep here for a night or two!" But he allowed himself to be daunted by the problem of the blankets, and he went, as usual, to the room he shared with Marie. But each was too angry to speak, and the presence of each was fuel to the other's anger. Osborn was wakened in the morning by Marie's attentions to the baby. Though he had gone to sleep turned as completely away from her as possible, in the night he had rolled over, and now he watched her quietly and sulkily in the grey dawn, with just one eye opened upon her above the rim of his bedclothes. If she looked he meant to close his eyes again quickly, pretending sleep. But there was something about the frailty of her figure as she sat up in bed, turning to the table with the spirit-lamp and saucepan upon it, a quality of wistful charm in her little undressed head, which went towards softening him. She was quiet, too; she spoke no word, nor looked towards him. He watched her patiently waiting for the boiling of the milk; he watched the care with which she mixed the food; and then she got out of bed, not minding the stark cold, and gave the bottle to the drowsy baby. She bent over it for a minute, smoothing its downy head with her light fingers; then she propped the bottle comfortably for the baby, by some ingenious management of its bed-clothing, and looked at the clock by her bedside. After she had looked at the clock she stood hesitating for awhile and he knew what she was deciding. She wanted five minutes more of that warm bed after a night broken, as usual, by the baby's demands; but it was time to get up and sweep a
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   70   71   72   73   74   75   76   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94  
95   96   97   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

looked

 
Osborn
 

watched

 

bottle

 

blankets

 

feigned

 
bedclothes
 
undressed
 

softening

 
opened

wistful

 

figure

 

turning

 

pretending

 

frailty

 

spirit

 

quality

 

saucepan

 
quickly
 

bedside


hesitating

 

awhile

 

clothing

 

management

 
propped
 

comfortably

 
ingenious
 

demands

 

broken

 
deciding

wanted

 

minutes

 

fingers

 

boiling

 

waiting

 

patiently

 
minding
 

minute

 

smoothing

 

drowsy


sulkily

 

daunted

 

remain

 

closely

 
conscious
 
intimately
 

intrude

 

dressing

 
garden
 

perpetual