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; and I remember to this day the accent of her native land which touched every word. "If ye're wholly the Lord's--wholly, mind,--ye'll not like aught but what the Lord likes; ye'll know what to ask for, and ye'll know the Lord will give it to you:--that is, if ye want it _enough_. But a 'double-minded man is unstable in all his ways;' and his prayers can't hit the mark, no more than a gun that's twisted when it's going off." "Then,"--I began and stopped, looking at her with my eyes full of tears. "Ay," she said,--"just so. There's no need that you nor me should be under the power of the evil one, for we're _free_. The Lord's words arn't too good to be true: every one of 'em is as high as heaven; and there isn't a sin nor an enemy but you and I may be safe from, if we trust the Lord." I do not remember any more of the conversation. I only know that the sun rose on my difficulties, and the shadows melted away. I had a happy evening with my dear old friend, and went home quite heart-whole. CHAPTER XIII. GREY COATS. I went back to school comforted. I had got strength to face all that might be coming in the future. And life has been a different thing to me ever since. Paul's words, "I can do all things through Christ,"--I have learned are not his words any more than mine. From that time I grew more and more popular in the school. I cannot tell why; but popularity is a thing that grows upon its own growth. It was only a little while before my companions almost all made a pet of me. It is humbling to know that this effect was hastened by some of the French dresses my mother had sent me, and which convenience obliged me to wear. They were extremely pretty; the girls came round me to know where I got them, and talked about who I was; and "Daisy Randolph," was the name most favoured by their lips from that time until school closed. With the exception, I must add, of my four room-mates. Miss St. Clair held herself entirely aloof from me, and the others chose her party rather than mine. St. Clair never lost, I think, any good chance or omitted any fair scheme to provoke me; but all she could do had lost its power. I tried to soften her; but Faustina was a rock to my advances. I knew I had done irreparable wrong that evening; the thought of it was almost the only trouble I had during those months. An old trouble was brought suddenly home to me one day. I was told a person wanted to speak to me in the lowe
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