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ent of this life with you with the thought for a moment in my mind that you would institute a close vigil over all my actions?" "It was only because I knew you were being deceived," she said brokenly. "How being deceived? By whom?" "By your sister." "How has she deceived me?" He forced her eyes to his. "How?" he repeated. To defend her case, just as the woman in the Courts had done, she told him of what Devenish had said; notwithstanding that she herself had pleaded with Devenish to repeat nothing of what had passed between them. Then, in the cold glittering of his eyes, she saw how she had doubly wronged her cause. "So you speak to outsiders," he said quietly, "about the things which I have told you in confidence. My God! It's well that you and I are not married; well for you and well for me that we haven't to smirch our names in order to get the release of a divorce." "Divorce?" "Yes. Great heavens! Do you think I'm going to live on with you now? Do you think I'm going to be followed in all my actions--tracked, trapped--and dandle the private detective on my knee?" "Ah, but Jack!" She flung arms around his neck, her head bent close to his chest. "I was jealous--can't you see that? I was jealous of that girl." He put her firmly away from him. "Oh, that be damned for a tale!" he exclaimed. She shuddered. She had sought for pity--the last hope. In his voice there was none. If only she had had some one to guide her, some one to show her that it would all lead to this. She would have held him longer; she would still have held him, had she not given way to let jealousy wrestle with her soul, flinging it at his feet for him to trample on. Whatever had been the attitude of his mind before, she had afforded him no reason to leave her. Now there was cause--cause enough. She could only see the enormity of her guilt with his eyes, so completely did he dominate her. That a thousand circumstances had mitigated her action, had goaded her, as the unwilling beast is driven through the noise and smoke of battle, until, in the fury of fear, it plunges headlong towards the murderous cannonade--that these things should be taken into account did not enter her conception of the situation. She had wronged him. That was all she felt. And now, clutching his hand, raising it to her lips, drenching it with her tears and kisses, she begged his forgiveness, humbling herself down to the very dust. He took his hand away
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