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their first experiences, to attempt to lift the veil of their first folly, as though to find in them a trace of pristine innocence, to love them, possibly, in a fleeting memory of their candor and modesty of former days, evoked by a word, I insistently asked her about her earlier lovers. I knew she was telling me lies. What did it matter? Among all these lies I might, perhaps, discover something sincere and pathetic. "Come," said I, "tell me who he was." "He was a boating man, my dear." "Ah! Tell me about it. Where were you?" "I was at Argenteuil." "What were you doing?" "I was waitress in a restaurant." "What restaurant?" "'The Freshwater Sailor.' Do you know it?" "I should say so, kept by Bonanfan." "Yes, that's it." "And how did he make love to you, this boating man?" "While I was doing his room. He took advantage of me." But I suddenly recalled the theory of a friend of mine, an observant and philosophical physician whom constant attendance in hospitals has brought into daily contact with girl-mothers and prostitutes, with all the shame and all the misery of women, of those poor women who have become the frightful prey of the wandering male with money in his pocket. "A woman," he said, "is always debauched by a man of her own class and position. I have volumes of statistics on that subject. We accuse the rich of plucking the flower of innocence among the girls of the people. This is not correct. The rich pay for what they want. They may gather some, but never for the first time." Then, turning to my companion, I began to laugh. "You know that I am aware of your history. The boating man was not the first." "Oh, yes, my dear, I swear it:" "You are lying, my dear." "Oh, no, I assure you." "You are lying; come, tell me all." She seemed to hesitate in astonishment. I continued: "I am a sorcerer, my dear girl, I am a clairvoyant. If you do not tell me the truth, I will go into a trance sleep and then I can find out." She was afraid, being as stupid as all her kind. She faltered: "How did you guess?" "Come, go on telling me," I said. "Oh, the first time didn't amount to anything. "There was a festival in the country. They had sent for a special chef, M. Alexandre. As soon as he came he did just as he pleased in the house. He bossed every one, even the proprietor and his wife, as if he had been a king. He was a big handsome man, who did not seem fitted to st
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