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social relation. "Yes, I've money. Of course you wonder--but I've wanted you to wonder. It was to make you take that in that I came. So now you know," she said, leaning back where she faced him, but in a straighter chair and with her arms closely folded, after a fashion characteristic of her, as for some control of her nerves. "You came to show you've money?" "That's one of the things. Not a lot--not even very much. But enough," said Kate Cookham. "Enough? I should think so!" he again couldn't help a bit crudely exhaling. "Enough for what I wanted. I don't always live like this--not at all. But I came to the best hotel on purpose. I wanted to show you I could. Now," she asked, "do you understand?" "Understand?" He only gaped. She threw up her loosed arms, which dropped again beside her. "I did it _for_ you--I did it _for_ you!" "'For' me----?" "What I did--what I did here of old." He stared, trying to see it. "When you made me pay you?" "The Two Hundred and Seventy--all I could get from you, as you reminded me yesterday, so that I had to give up the rest It was my idea," she went on--"it was my idea." "To bleed me quite to death?" Oh, his ice was broken now! "To make you raise money--since you could, you _could_. You did, you did--so what better proof?" His hands fell from what he had touched; he could only stare--her own manner for it was different now too. "I did. I did indeed--!" And the woful weak simplicity of it, which seemed somehow all that was left him, fell even on his own ear. "Well then, here it is--it isn't lost!" she returned with a graver face. "'Here' it is," he gasped, "my poor agonised old money--my blood?" "Oh, it's _my_ blood too, you must know now!" She held up her head as not before--as for her right to speak of the thing to-day most precious to her. "I took it, but this--my being here this way--is what I've made of it! That was the idea I had!" Her "ideas," as things to boast of, staggered him. "To have everything in the world, like this, at my wretched expense?" She had folded her arms back again--grasping each elbow she sat firm; she knew he could see, and had known well from the first, what she had wanted to say, difficult, monstrous though it might be. "No more than at my own--but to do something with your money that you'd never do yourself." "Myself, myself?" he wonderingly wailed. "Do you know--or don't you?--what my life has been?" She waite
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