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it himself. A new secretary--the old one had been promoted to some position of political prominence at home--did not know her and had not been warned against her by name. So she was sitting there when Albee came in with his old cheerful, dominating, leonine look. Just for the fraction of a second his face fell at seeing her, and then he hurried to her side, as if out of all the world she was the person he most wanted to see. It must not be supposed that Lydia had become so saintly that she had forgotten her knowledge of men. She knew now that if she were cordial to Albee she could not depend on his doing what she wanted. If on the other hand she withheld her friendship she was sure he would bid high for it. She ignored all his flustered protestations. She smiled at him, a smile a little sad, a little chilly and infinitely remote. "I want very much to speak to you, Stephen," she said, and her tone told him that whatever she wanted to talk about had nothing whatsoever to do with themselves. He led her into the inner office. A curious thing was happening to him. He had never been in love with Lydia. He had deliberately allowed her beauty and wealth to dazzle him; he had admired her courage, her sureness of herself, contrasting it with his own terror of giving offense to anyone; but at times he had almost hated her. If she had inspired him with one atom of tenderness he would not have deserted her. She never had. He had cut himself off from her without regret. But now as she sat there, finer and paler and more--much more--than two years older, she did inspire tenderness, tenderness of a most vivid and disturbing sort. He could not take his eyes from her face. He suddenly cut into what she was saying about Evans. "Lydia, my dear, are you happy? Yes, yes, of course I can get from the governor anything you ask me, but tell me about yourself." He leaned over, taking her hands in his. She rose, withdrawing them slowly as she did so. "Not now," she answered, and moved toward the door. "You mustn't go like that," he protested. "Just think, my dear, I have not seen you for two years--the toughest two years I ever spent! You can't just come and go like this. I must see you, talk to you." "When you have got me Evans' pardon, Stephen--if you get it." She still spoke gently, but there was a good deal of intention behind Lydia at her gentlest. He caught the "if"--almost an insult after his confident assertion, but h
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