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know she's very good to you, and takes excellent care of you, and hears you say your catechism every Saturday? You ought to love her." "But I can't make myself love her, if I don't," says the boy. "It is your duty to love her, Reuben; and we can all do our duty." Even the staid clergyman enjoys the boy's discomfiture under so orthodox a proposition. Miss Johns, however, breaks in here, having overheard the latter part of the talk:-- "No, Benjamin, I wish no love that is given from a sense of duty. Reuben sha'n't be forced into loving his Aunt Eliza." And there is a subdued tone in her speech which touches the boy. But he is not ready yet for surrender; he watches gravely her retirement, and for an hour shows a certain preoccupation at his play; then his piping voice is heard at the foot of the stairway,-- "Aunt Eliza! Are you there?" "Yes, Master Reuben!" Master! It cools somewhat his generous intent; but he is in for it; and he climbs the stair, sidles uneasily into the chamber where she sits at her work, stealing a swift, inquiring look into that gray eye of hers,-- "I say--Aunt Eliza--I'm sorry I said that--you know what." And he looks up with a little of the old yearning,--the yearning he used to feel when another sat in that place. "Ah, that is right, Master Reuben! I hope we shall be friends, now." Another disturbed look at her,--remembering the time when he would have leaped into a mother's arms, after such struggle with his self-will, and found gladness. That is gone; no swift embrace, no tender hand toying with his hair, beguiling him from play. And he sidles out again, half shamefaced at a surrender that has wrought so little. Loitering, and playing with the balusters as he descends, the swift, keen voice comes after him,-- "Don't soil the paint, Reuben!" "I haven't." And the swift command and as swift retort put him in his old, wicked mood again, and he breaks out into a defiant whistle. (Over and over the spinster has told him it was improper to whistle in-doors.) Yet, with a lingering desire for sympathy, Reuben makes his way into his father's study; and the minister lays down his great folio,--it is Poole's "Annotations,"--and says,-- "Well, Reuben!" "I told her I was sorry," says the boy; "but I don't believe she likes me much." "Why, my son?" "Because she called me Master, and said it was very proper." "But doesn't that show an interest in you?" "I don't
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