FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59  
60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   >>  
den woman peevishly. "You're getting too fat." "Fat people's better-tempered than thin ones," retorted the other carelessly. "Good evening, Miss Hilton! Has she been telling you all she's got to put up with more than other people?" "Well now," returned Anne with decisive heartiness, "I don't think we've been speaking about herself at all, except to express gratitude for a very little service that I did her. We've spent a pleasant hour together." "I'm glad to hear it," said the woman, going to the fire and rattling the irons noisily between the bars. "You noisy thing. Can't you make a less din!" said the bed-ridden woman, biting her lip. "Other people's got to live in the house besides you," said the woman. "If you want so much attention, you know where you can get it." The bed-ridden woman shut her eyes and lay still at this threat of the workhouse, that confession of failure, in a world where ability to work becomes a kind of morality, and lack of physical strength to procure the means of subsistence a moral downfall. She was a burden, but a burden against her will, and her pride, the only luxury of the poor and the one most often wrested from them, rose in a futile resistance. It must come to that she knew. She knew that she could not be less comfortable or more neglected, but her shelter would be gone, and she would be acknowledged publicly a failure. When this last pride is taken away, there sometimes appears a kind of patience which is not really that of despair, but which is nearer to that attained by great saints after long effort and discipline--the mental equilibrium which is the result of desire quenched, of expectation for further good for oneself at an end. What the saints attain by a painful and mortifying life, the poor receive as a gift from the tender mercies of the world, receiving also the passionate pity of Jesus, "Blessed be ye poor, for yours is the kingdom of heaven." "If she could only work as she used, and be 'beholden' to nobody." She sighed and lay still, her mind an abyss of bitterness. The stout newcomer, step-daughter to the unfortunate woman, turned to Anne, jerking her head backwards to indicate the other woman in bed with an expression of satisfaction which said quite plainly, "That's the way to settle _her_." Then she ignored her totally, except that she moved as noisily, and spoke as loudly as she could. She was a rather pre-possessing woman, with bold eyes and an
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   35   36   37   38   39   40   41   42   43   44   45   46   47   48   49   50   51   52   53   54   55   56   57   58   59  
60   61   62   63   64   65   66   67   68   69   70   71   72   73   74   75   >>  



Top keywords:

people

 

failure

 

noisily

 

ridden

 
saints
 

burden

 

discipline

 

effort

 

comfortable

 

mental


result

 

desire

 

equilibrium

 
shelter
 
attained
 
patience
 

nearer

 

publicly

 

despair

 

appears


acknowledged

 

possessing

 

neglected

 
attain
 

newcomer

 

daughter

 
turned
 
unfortunate
 

bitterness

 
beholden

sighed
 

jerking

 
totally
 

settle

 
plainly
 

backwards

 

expression

 
satisfaction
 

heaven

 

mortifying


painful

 
receive
 

expectation

 

oneself

 
tender
 

loudly

 

kingdom

 

Blessed

 
receiving
 

mercies