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hat in every life there are _some_ moments that are _absolutely_ good--that one could not mend even if one were given the power to try! I suppose that even those who, looking back over their history, say, most distinctly and certainly, "It was a failure," can yet lay the finger of memory on _some_ such gold minutes--it may be only half a dozen, only four, only _two_--but still on some. This is one of my gold moments, one of those misplaced ones that have strayed out of heaven, where, perhaps, they are _all_ such--_perhaps_--one can't be _sure_, for what human imagination can grasp the idea of even a _day_, wholly made of such minutes? I have forgotten Mrs. Huntley--Mr. Musgrave. Every ill suspicion, every stinging remembrance, is dead or fallen into a trance. All bad thoughts have melted away from the earth. Only joyful love and absolute faith remain, only the knowledge that Roger is mine, and I am his, and that we are in each other's arms. I do not know how long we remain without speaking. I do not imagine that souls in bliss ever think of looking at the clock. He is the first to break silence. For the first time for eight months I hear his voice again--the voice that for so many weeks seemed to me no better than any other voice--whose tones I _now_ feel I could pick out from those of any other living thing, did all creation shout together. "Let me look at my wife!" he says, taking my countenance in his tender hands, as if it were made of old china, and would break if he let it fall. "I feel as if I had never _had_ a wife before, as if it were quite a new plaything." I make no verbal answer. I am staring up with all my eyes into his face, thinking, with a sort of wonder, how much goodlier, younger, statelier it is than it has appeared to me in any of those dream-pictures, which yet mostly flatter. "My wife! my wife!" he says, speaking the words most softly, as if they greatly pleased him, and replacing with carefullest fingers a stray and arrant lock that has wandered from its fellows into my left eye. "What has come to you? Had I forgotten what you were like? How pretty you are! How well you look!" "Do I?" say I, with a pleasant simper; then, with a sudden and overwhelming recollection of the bilious gingery frock, and the tousled hair, "No, nonsense!" I say, uneasily, "impossible! You are laughing at me! Ah!"--(with a sigh of irrepressible regret and back-handed pride)--"you should have seen me half an h
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