d me in--said there had been an accident--that
he had told her he loved her; she was all to pieces. I could see it, I
never saw her so upset."
"Poor Jane! But why did she go away?"
"She said she had to be alone, to make up her mind what she must do."
"How like her!"
"So she took Baby and Anna and went somewhere-- I don't know where."
He dropped his head into his hands, and Bobs said nothing. Her instinct
was to comfort him, but she fought it down.
"I've been in hell, Bobs," he groaned.
"So has Jane, and so has Christiansen," she exclaimed.
"I know--I know."
"You can't go on forever, Jerry, and escape."
He looked up at that.
"Your marriage to Jane was the most selfish, cowardly thing any man ever
did, and you've got to pay for it sooner or later!"
"Why, Bobs, I...."
"Don't let's talk about it. I know you, Jerry. I know why you married
Jane, and you never gave her part of it one thought. If she's found a
great, big, fine man, like Christiansen to really love her, I hope
you'll stand out of the way and take your medicine, like a man."
"I didn't force her to marry me! What did she do it for?"
"That's her affair, but now the point is that she has lived up to her
contract like a soldier. She's borne the slight you've put on her
without one protest. She's a magnificent, full-grown woman, tied to a
selfish, old-fashioned, little boy-man, and it's ridiculous."
"I think I get your estimate of me accurately."
"It's time for you to take stock, Jerry. You've had the opportunity of
your life and you haven't made good. You don't understand Jane, nor
appreciate her, nor care anything about her."
"That's a lie, Bobs; I love her better than anything in the world!"
Jerry's voice rang out in the big, still room like a rifle shot. Bobs
stared at him, and his eyes blazed back at her. She rose and went over
to him and held out her hand.
"I beg your pardon, old man; I had no idea you cared."
He wrung her hand for a second, and turned away from her.
"I wish you could help me a little to understand her," he said huskily.
"With all my heart, Jerry," she answered.
She took his arm and led him over to the couch, where they sat down side
by side.
"I know we started out wrong. Everything you say about the way I married
her is true. I guess you know as well as any one what a selfish brute
I've always been."
"The thing is, how can you get Jane back?" Bobs broke in quickly.
"I haven't a chance
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