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, what age would you give that young lady whose birthday we are celebrating?" "Seventeen--eighteen--perhaps nineteen." "I thought you'd say so; she looks nineteen. Well, I can tell you her age to an hour. She is fifteen to-day." "Fifteen!" "Not a day older, and yet she is the most finished coquette in Europe. Having given Fiume to understand that there is not a man here whose pretensions she would listen to, her whole aim and object is to surround herself with admirers,--I might say worshippers. Young fellows are fools enough to believe they have a chance of winning her favor, while each sees how contemptuously she treats the other. They do not perceive it is the number of adorers she cares for." "But what is all this to me?" "Simply that you 'll be enlisted in that corps to-morrow," said he, with a malicious laugh; "and I thought I 'd do you a good turn to warn you as to what is in store for you." "Me? _I_ enlisted! Why, just bethink you, sir, who and what I am: the very lowest creature in her father's employment." "What does that signify? There's a mystery about you. You are not--at least you were not--what you seem now. You have as good looks and better manners than the people usually about her. She can amuse herself with you, and so far harmlessly that she can dismiss you when she's tired of you, and if she can only persuade you to believe yourself in love with her, and can store up a reasonable share of misery for you in consequence, you 'll make her nearer being happy than she has felt this many a day." "I don't understand all this," said I, doubtingly. "Well, you will one of these days; that is, unless you have the good sense to take my warning in good part, and avoid her altogether." "It will be quite enough for me to bear in mind who she is, and what _I_ am!" said I, calmly. "You think so? Well, I don't agree with you. At all events, keep what I have said to yourself, even if you don't mean to profit by it" And with this he left me. That strange education of mine, in which M. de Balzac figured as a chief instructor, made me reflect on what I had heard in a spirit little like that of an ordinary lad of sixteen years of age. Those wonderful stories, in which passion and emotion represent action, and where the great game of life is played out at a fireside or in a window recess, and where feeling and sentiment war and fight and win or lose,--these same tales supplied me with wherewith
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