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the joint outfit to Jack Skelsey. He was a good fellow was Jack-- "Oh, l-lucky Jim! How I envy hi-im--" Justin laughed aloud, lightheartedly, gleefully, as his chum's favourite song arose fainter and fainter behind him. And then his chum's strange prediction, uttered scarcely half an hour ago, recurred to his mind. "`Luck generally strikes a man when least expected!' By Jove! Jack was right." ------------------------------------------------------------------------ We have said that Blachland had undergone a stormy time of it domestically, by reason of this new and sudden absence. But Hermia's grievance was not a genuine one. So little indeed was it genuine that she was conscious of a distinct feeling of relief when he announced it. But side by side with this was an inherent instinct to deceive herself, since there was no other object on which to practise deception: to deceive herself into the idea that she really was a very ill-used person. He neglected her shamefully, she had declared. She had not bargained for leading this utterly lonely life when she decided to accompany him to this remote corner of the earth. Well, again let him take care. There were others who appreciated her if he did not. To which he had replied equably:-- "Meaning Spence," and had gone on with his preparations. It was this very imperturbability which had always dominated Hermia. She knew their relationship was dangerously near a rupture, and was not quite sure within her heart of hearts that she desired such. But a short while since, she emphatically did not; now it might be otherwise. Yet it was impracticable, for the first essential to her mind was comfort and liberty unstinted. Justin Spence was as poor as the proverbial church mouse, else why should he be out there prospecting? She knew that every cent he had in the world was drawn from an allowance--not a large one either--and that allowances are the most precarious of all means of subsistence, in that they depend solely upon the will and caprice of the allower. It was a thousand pities. If only he were well off, she would not have hesitated. She was perfectly sick of this uncivilised, lonely life. She longed for the world again. Justin adored her. Her will would be his law. Ah, why was he not independent and well off? She looked back over her past, but it caused her no qualms. She looked back on a period of passion and love, but the retrospect onl
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