FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134  
135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   >>  
d weight, and her brain ached with the strain of her problem. It was late afternoon. All day she had wandered with Lawrence in comparative silence, wishing that he would speak, and observing that something troubled him. Finally she moved uneasily, took her hand from her cheek, and said half-dreamily, "You aren't a bit talkative." He gulped, swallowed, and laughed. "I'm too busy trying to think of something to say," he told her amusedly. "Oh!" She was provoked in the extreme. "Have I ceased to suggest conversation? You are very tired of me, then." "Quite the contrary. So far from it, you paralyze my tongue." "How complimentary!" she said. "Then I suppose your excessive arguments with Philip denote your weariness of him?" "They do." "I suppose, if you were really fond of a person, you would never talk at all?" "Perhaps. I don't know but that you are right." She laughed gaily. "Lawrence," she said, "you are certainly amusing when you attempt to be flattering!" He grew warm and uncomfortable. "I wasn't trying to flatter. Can't you see that?" He was almost wistful. "I don't see it. No, if you weren't trying to flatter you were surely doing the unintended in a most intricately original manner." He shifted his position and did not answer. "Of course," she said, "although you aren't accustomed to flattering, you've taken to doing it almost constantly." "Well, why shouldn't I?" he asked curiously. "Why not, if you care to?" Her reply was as gentle as if she were a submissive object of his whims. He felt that now was the time to speak, but he could not bring himself to the point. The thought of his blindness killed all confidence. "Hang it all," he broke out, quite as if it were a part of their previous talk, "blindness certainly does rob one of his will!" She looked at him apprehensively. "I thought you had decided you were the master of that." "I had, but it seems I was mistaken." Claire laid her hand on his arm tenderly. Her eyes were dazzling. "Lawrence, you must master that, you know." "Why?" he said thoughtfully. "If I shouldn't, it would mean only one more human animal on the scrap heap!" "But you don't want to be there." "Of course not. No one does. I don't imagine any one chooses it." "If you go there it will be because you choose it." "I wish I saw things your way," he observed. "At times I feel as sure of success as if it were inevitable, and then suddenly
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134  
135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   >>  



Top keywords:

Lawrence

 

shouldn

 

suppose

 

flattering

 

thought

 

blindness

 

flatter

 

master

 
laughed
 

choose


object
 

imagine

 

chooses

 
submissive
 

gentle

 
things
 
accustomed
 

suddenly

 

inevitable

 

success


constantly

 

observed

 
curiously
 

looked

 
apprehensively
 

decided

 

answer

 

tenderly

 
dazzling
 

thoughtfully


mistaken

 

Claire

 

previous

 

killed

 

confidence

 

animal

 

amusing

 

swallowed

 
gulped
 
dreamily

talkative

 

ceased

 

suggest

 

conversation

 

extreme

 

amusedly

 

provoked

 

problem

 

afternoon

 

strain