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e had started into full wakefulness with a sudden sense of her position. Now she sat before the fire, and resolved grimly that no matter what happened she would be faithful to Howard. Of course, she would go with Philip to look after his traps, the exercise was the best antidote to such morbid thoughts, and he would never make advances to her, of that she was sure. As for the days that she might spend alone with Lawrence, he was too self-centered, too much wrapped up in his wood-carving, to think of a woman--and she disregarded the little pang of discontent that accompanied her thought. Philip was hanging the skins over the door. Claire realized that she had been too engrossed to notice his entrance. "I break a six weeks' fast to-day"--and he turned toward Lawrence. "Do you smoke?" "Man!" said Lawrence, springing up, "if I'd known you had tobacco in store I'd have murdered you long ago to get it. I would be a more agreeable companion if I could taste tobacco now and then." "Pardon me for not thinking to ask you. I was declaring a six months' course in self-discipline for the good of my soul." "Bring forth the smoke," said Lawrence joyously. "Unfortunately"--Philip turned to Claire--"a bachelor's storehouse contains no treat for a lady. Your visit was unexpected." "I shall gain my pleasure through watching you two sink back into a beloved vice," she answered. "Horrible!" Lawrence sat down, and took the cigarette which Philip produced. "To enjoy seeing one succumb to vice." "Isn't it characteristic of scandal-loving humanity?" she rejoined. "And on Christmas Day!" Philip chided her lightly. Then he went on, seriously: "But one should really be above all things save love and gratitude to God on this day." "I suppose so," said Lawrence, "but it's difficult to determine just where this object of gratitude abides and what He is." "Is it necessary to locate Him?" asked Claire. Lawrence breathed deeply with the satisfaction in his cigarette. "I should hate to direct my gratitude toward some one who missed it, and thus have it lost in desert space," he answered. "It isn't that we need God so much as it is simply the good we gain ourselves," said Philip slowly. "I still follow the old trail for my own heart's sake." "And does it get you anywhere?" Lawrence's question was characteristic. "Yes, I think so. I find myself nearer to the source of that which is worth while." "What is worth while?"
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