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it. Though her face was grave enough, there was a beauty in the lines of it that yesterday had not seen; a nameless witness in the corners of her mouth, that told tales the tongue would not. Mrs. Caxton looked on and saw it and read it, for half the breakfast time, before she spoke. Maybe she had a secret sigh or two to cover; but at any rate there was nothing like that in her look or her voice when she spoke. "So you will go, Eleanor!" Eleanor started, and coloured; then looked down at her plate, the blush growing universal. "Have you decided, my love?" Eleanor leaned her head upon her hand, as if with the question came the remembrance of last night's burden of thoughts; but her answer was a quiet low "yes." "May I know--for I feel myself responsible to a degree in this matter,--may I know, on what ground?" Eleanor's look was worth five hundred pounds. The little glance of surprise and consciousness--the flash of hidden light, there was no need to ask from what magazine, answered so completely, so involuntarily. She cast down her eyes immediately and answered in words sedate enough-- "Because I am unable to come to any other decision, ma'am." "But Eleanor, my dear," said Mrs. Caxton,--"do you know, Mr. Rhys himself would be unwilling you should come to him for his own sake alone--in Fiji." Eleanor turned away from the table at that and covered her face with her hands; a perfect rush of confusion bringing over face and neck and almost even over the little white fingers, a suffusing crimson glow. She spoke presently. "I cannot say anything to that, aunt Caxton. I have tried myself as well as I can. I think I would go anywhere and do anything where I saw clearly my work and my place were put for me. I do not know anything more about it." "My love, that is enough. I believe you. I entirely approve your decision. I spoke, because I needed to ask the question _he_ would have asked if he had been here. Mr. Rhys has written to me very stringently on the subject." "So he has to me, ma'am." "If you have settled that question with your conscience, my dear, there is no more necessary to be said about it. Conscience should be clear on that point, and the question settled securely. If it is not, you had better take time for thought and self-searching." "I do not need it, aunt Caxton." Mrs. Caxton left her place and came round to Eleanor, for the sole purpose of taking her in her arms and kissing
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