s the devil joined in the pursuit against me? I cannot eat, I cannot
drink, but this diabolical spring starts up before me. It is here,
there, everywhere. The visible sign of my guilt; the--the----" He had
stumbled back upon my chair, and turning, saw me.
I was on my feet at once, and noting that he was dazed by the shock of
my presence, I slid quietly between him and the door.
The movement roused him. Turning upon me with a sarcastic smile in which
was concentrated the bitterness of years, he briefly said:
"So, I am caught! Well, there has to be an end to men as well as to
things, and I am ready for mine. She turned me away from her door
to-day, and after the hell of that moment I don't much fear any other."
"You had better not talk," I admonished him. "All that falls from you
now will only tell against you on your trial."
He broke into a harsh laugh. "And do you think I care for that? That
having been driven by a woman's perfidy into crime I am going to bridle
my tongue and keep down the words which are my only safeguard from
insanity? No, no; while my miserable breath lasts I will curse her,
and if the halter is to cut short my words, it shall be with her name
blistering my lips."
I attempted to speak, but he would not give me the opportunity. The
passion of weeks had found vent and he rushed on recklessly.
"I went to her house to-day. I wanted to see her in her widow's weeds;
I wanted to see her eyes red with weeping over a grief which owed its
bitterness to me. But she would not grant me an admittance. She had me
thrust from her door, and I shall never know how deeply the iron has
sunk into her soul. But--" and here his face showed a sudden change,
"I shall see her if I am tried for murder. She will be in the
court-room,--on the witness stand----"
"Doubtless," I interjected; but his interruption came quickly and with
vehement passion.
"Then I am ready. Welcome trial, conviction, death, even. To confront
her eye to eye is all I wish. She shall never forget it, never!"
"Then you do not deny----" I began.
"I deny nothing," he returned, and held out his hands with a grim
gesture. "How can I, when there falls from everything I touch, the
devilish thing which took away the life I hated?"
"Have you anything more to say or do before you leave these rooms?" I
asked.
He shook his head, and then, bethinking himself, pointed to the roll of
paper which he had flung on the table.
"Burn that!" he cr
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