rancisco."
Of course, from the nature of our business, Pinkerton could do a thing
of that kind at a figure extremely reduced; for all that, I was
appalled at the extravagance, and said so.
"What matter a few dollars now?" he replied sadly; "it's in three months
that the pull comes, Loudon."
We walked on again in silence, not without a shiver. Even at the "Poodle
Dog" we took our food with small appetite and less speech; and it was
not until he was warmed with a third glass of champagne that Pinkerton
cleared his throat and looked upon me with a deprecating eye.
"Loudon," said he, "there was a subject you didn't wish to be referred
to. I only want to do so indirectly. It wasn't"--he faltered--"it wasn't
because you were dissatisfied with me?" he concluded, with a quaver.
"Pinkerton!" cried I.
"No, no, not a word just now," he hastened to proceed "let me speak
first. I appreciate, though I can't intimate, the delicacy of your
nature; and I can well understand you would rather die than speak of it,
and yet might feel disappointed. I did think I could have done better
myself. But when I found how tight money was in this city, and a man
like Douglas B. Longhurst--a forty-niner, the man that stood at bay in a
corn patch for five hours against the San Diablo squatters--weakening on
the operation, I tell you, Loudon, I began to despair; and--I may have
made mistakes, no doubt there are thousands who could have done
better--but I give you a loyal hand on it, I did my best."
"My poor Jim," said I, "as if I ever doubted you! as if I didn't know
you had done wonders! All day I've been admiring your energy and
resource. And as for that affair----"
"No, Loudon, no more--not a word more! I don't want to hear," cried Jim.
"Well, to tell you the truth, I don't want to tell you," said I; "for
it's a thing I'm ashamed of."
"Ashamed, Loudon? O, don't say that; don't use such an expression, even
in jest!" protested Pinkerton.
"Do you never do anything you're ashamed of?" I inquired.
"No," says he, rolling his eyes; "why? I'm sometimes sorry afterwards,
when it pans out different from what I figured. But I can't see what I
would want to be ashamed for."
I sat a while considering with admiration the simplicity of my friend's
character. Then I sighed. "Do you know, Jim, what I'm sorriest for?"
said I. "At this rate I can't be best man at your marriage."
"My marriage!" he repeated, echoing the sigh. "No marriage fo
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