obs and tears._] I'm _rotten_! Oh--I'm rotten--
[_He sobs uncontrollably._
[GEORGIANA _watches him a little while in silence. Then she goes to him
and puts her hand on his shoulder._
GEORGIANA. Steve!
STEVEN. [_Sobbing._] Yes!
GEORGIANA. I forgive you!
STEVEN. No! No!
GEORGIANA. And I'll trust you again if I have a chance.
STEVEN. [_Looking up._] Georgy, what do you mean?
[_Beginning to control his sobs._
GEORGIANA. I mean, though it's been a pretty big blow, my faith in you
isn't altogether gone yet.
STEVEN. Oh, I can't bear it! I can't bear it! But you don't mean it! No,
you can't mean it! How could you? Forgive me? Trust me again? No, no!
You couldn't--it's all over! I've thrown away my own money first, then
my wife's and her mother's--that ought to have been enough,--but I had
to go and break my word of honor to you, and lose every penny of yours!
There's no excuse for me, nor reason to forgive.
GEORGIANA. [_After a moment, very quietly, with her eyes filling._]
There's _love_, Steve!
STEVEN. Not for a man like me. I'm not worth it. [_He rises._] Not
deserving it! There's only one thing for such as me, and that is to end
it all with a bullet.
GEORGIANA. Now you're talking wildly!
STEVEN. [_In a lowered voice._] No, Georgy, I mean it! It's better for
all of you to have me out of the way; I tried to do it to-day--only, _I
was afraid_!
GEORGIANA. That would be worse than anything you have done yet. That I
would never forgive--anything but that!
[_She goes to him._
STEVEN. But the shame of my life now, the degradation, the _rot_ of it!
[_A moment's pause._
GEORGIANA. [_The idea comes to her._] Steve, I told you I'd trust you
again if I had the chance! Here is the first one, and I take it! Promise
me you'll never again even think of taking your life.
STEVEN. What's the good of my promising?
GEORGIANA. If you tell me, I'll believe you.
[_A short pause._
[STEVEN, _not looking at her, puts his hand in the pocket where the
pistol is, then takes his hand away, still not looking at her._
Look me straight in the face, Steve, and say, "I promise."
[_He hesitates only a moment, and then does so._
STEVEN. I promise.
[_He turns a little away from her, takes the pistol from his pocket, and
gives it to her._
GEORGIANA. [_Bursting into tears._] Oh, Steve!
[_She turns away and puts the pistol on the table between the windows._
STEVEN. Forgive me, Georgy, forgive m
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