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my mother, who was holding my hand and sometimes putting it to her lips, said: "Tell me everything that has happened." As soon as my little tongue was loosed I told her all about my life at the Convent--about the Reverend Mother and the nuns and the novices and the girls (all except Sister Angela and Alma) and the singing of the hymn to the Virgin--talking on and on and on, without observing that, after a while, my mother's eyes had closed again, and that her hand had become cold and moist. At length she said: "Is it getting dark, Mary?" I told her it was night and the lamp was burning. "Is it going out then?" she asked, and when I answered that it was not she did not seem to hear, so I stopped talking, and for some time there was silence in which I heard nothing but the ticking of the clock on the mantelpiece, the barking of a sheep dog a long way off, and the husky breathing in my mother's throat. I was beginning to be afraid when the nurse returned. She was going to speak quite cheerfully, but after a glance at my mother she went out quickly and came back in a moment with Doctor Conrad and Father Dan. I heard the doctor say something about a change, whereupon Father Dan hurried away, and in a moment there was much confusion. The nurse spoke of taking me to another room but the doctor said: "No, our little woman will be brave," and then leading me aside he whispered that God was sending for my mother and I must be quiet and not cry. Partly undressing I climbed into my cot and lay still for the next half hour, while the doctor held his hand on my mother's pulse and the nurse spread a linen cloth over a table and put four or five lighted candles on it. I remember that I was thinking that if "God sending for my mother" meant that she was to be put into a box and buried under the ground it was terrible and cruel, and perhaps if I prayed to our Lady He would not find it in His heart to do so. I was trying to do this, beginning under my breath, "O Holy Virgin, thou art so lovely, thou art so gracious . . ." when the nurse said: "Here they are back again." Then I heard footsteps outside, and going to the window I saw a sight not unlike that which I had seen on the night of the Waits. A group of men were coming towards the house, with Father Dan in the middle of them. Father Dan, with his coat hung over his arms like a cloak, was carrying something white in both hands, and the men were carrying
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